What's with the face?

I know you're saying/asking/mumbling things like "Why do I have to post this picture?" and my answer would be "He is so cute. Period. Its my blog anyway." HAHAHAHAHAH Now I feel like having whatever that he is sipping there. Oh man, you don't know how badly I wanna see you. So bad.

Lightnings don't strike the same place twice.

I am looking at everything in a bigger picture with a wider scope. I don't know whether it is a good thing or not but because of this view in life, I tend to forget about the small things. Small by definition would be things that are not significant but its the small things in life that will make up for the big things in life, isn't it? I need to knock my head once, against the wall and get my feet back on the ground. Life has been floating itself towards the direction that I want but its pulling everything away from me. Literally. Literally speaking. I know its like I am speaking French to everyone right now. French, a language that I am supposed to at least, understand a bit but heck, I don't.

I am looking for signals, for hints, a couple of it maybe. Signals, for me to know that I will be fine one day. One fine day. I need things to fall into place because God, everything seems so good right now, the wheel might turn around one day and I don't wanna be at the bottom again.

4 and a half hours later, here I am.

Oh hi there. Finally, I stumbled upon a map that led me here to my own blog. How long has it been? Long enough that I need to make a few shout-outs here.

1. Congratulations on your magical wedding, Hilary Duff & Mike Comrie. I know this is a tad too late but please do know that I feel like as if I was present at the wedding with constant tweet from fellow HilaryFans as well. I got tweets saying things like 'The wedding is now' Haha. Ooo, of course I was there at the wedding but I missed the cake ceremony :P Anyways, I can see how happy you are now that you're married, you said things like you can.....bicker? Oh wow, you have to get married to fight now? Haha. I love you, being single or married. Haha.

2. Selamat Menyambut Ramadhan. ?? I know, it's the 15th day of us fasting already but it's never too late is it to at least wish, or at least fast? Haha. This is my first time fasting and sahuring at home today :) Athirah wants Nasik Goreng Cili Padi for sahur. Yummeh! Anything that mom cooks will do :)

3. Since I am at home, no more Nestum for sahur, for breakfast, for lunch or supper for me !

4. I guess, busy is my middle name now. I don't know is it whether I don't know how to divide my time properly or what, but one minute I'm here and the next, I'm there doing something else. I am risking my second last semester of studying properly but I hope it's all worth every second of it. Keeping my fingers crossed :)

5. I still haven't gotten any placement for my internship next year, starting January and slowly, I am freaking out. Its already August and September is stepping in real soon. I need things to fall into its place. Soon. Real soon.

6. I am at home. I am happy.

Crime Offender.

Waking up early everyday is not an easy task and yet, it is the task that has to be performed every single day, for the past one month of my life. I can't remember the last time I get to see the clock hits 12pm when I open my eyes. I would like those moment to reappear so that I know, my life is as normal as it has ever been. With hectic days and schedule, balancing out my studies and social life I can't entirely say that I am not enjoying it because I am. Suddenly, it hit me that this is my last semester before I venture into internship and we will all be busy as hell and we won't get to spend enough time with each other and sometimes I feel like I am pushing my family, cousins and friends ( Alostar Friends) for a while but please do know that I miss you guys so much. I look forward to every occasions or gatherings but time is never enough. How I wish there's at least 36 hours in a day and that we have a stop and resume button so that when we want to pause and take a deep breath, we can just do so. We can't and that's just too bad. So, what we have is now, and what I do have tomorrow is reading test for french and a quiz for my accounting subjects. Nice. Last weekend was nice as well. A getaway to Port Dickson with almost all Sifers :) Perhaps the place was nice, but it was the people around it that made it 'funner'.Our class BBQ was supers as well. I think I ate half a goat on that day. Haha. It was extremely delicious. Unfortunately, I didnt get involved in the camwhoring session which had a total of 700 pictures as the outcome. Haha. BBQ may seemed like a simple thing to do, a sleepover may seemed like nothing but we are running out of time now, and all we can do is grab every second of it and cousins, if you are reading this, especially Elisha and Deanna, I would love to meet up with you guys this weekend, provided that UITM has some sympathy for me :)

ps : Thank you everyone for the lovely days, that I've had since the past few months :)