Full day!

Yesterday was hectic.
I like my days to be hectic.
Everything will be at a fast pace.
Things would have to be completed by hook or by crook.
You do things better when you can't argue.
I do things better at the very last minute.
Simply because I have no choice or even time to think about other things.

Yesterday was hectic.
Lab evaluation for Mr Accounting in the morning.
Printing the Law test again during lunch hour,
Bowling competition among the fast track people in the evening (SUPER FUN),
Dinner, or rather watch the Chris Brown couple(haha) eat dinner,
Rushed home to pack for this long weekend, weee ;)
Sife meeting.
Drove for one and a half hour just to get to Ampang.
Everyone is going back to their home.
So, basically, one and a half hour for me to sit in the car and think, how tiring this week has been.

But at least,
Law dah pernah sentuh gak la.
Mr Accounting dah reti buat.

Haha, that is such an accomplishment.
On top of that, One Tree Hill was just, amazing or perhaps, it was beyong amazing. Hehe.
But overall, the bowling event was the highlight of my day. Dah takde suara. Anyways, Congrats Yan for winning the Best Player award. You tau I aim benda tu dari awal kan? Haha. Goodluck for our upcoming common test(SSSSSS) people. Bak kata pepatah, if we can bowl, sure we can study. HAHAHAHAHAHAHAH

#congratshilary

They wanted that (#congratshilary) to be a trending topic in Twitter but sadly, I don't think that it would happen. But anyways, I would like to say Congratulations to Hilary Duff and Mike Comrie for their engagement last week.

I am happy plus sad to see her grow up. I mean macam dah besar boleh kawen, legally an adult cause I still watch Lizzie Mcguire Movie sometimes and she is like ehhhh comel nyeee kecik laaagi. Haha. Fine fine, I'm the weirdo. And a fan from the Hilaryfan forum said that it's a bit weird to be sooooo happy for someone you've never met before but heck, technically, I have met her. HAHA.

Anyways, Congrats Hilary <3.

Gotta rush for Tax class.
My mood for today is just ruined. RUINED.
BYE!

Think.

Facebook is public, no doubt. So can I say the things that I really intend to say here? I know I have been doing that ever since I created this blog but of course, most of them are being censored. Hence, I had to post a few things and those who love to interpret it and assume it, will end up understanding it for all the wrong things and wrong meanings but hey, at least you got my points right?

All I am saying is, when you do something, you have to own up to your actions, be it wrong or right. Own up would mean, not passing any responsibilities to another person because, you , yourself don't feel like taking the blame for it. I'll give just a small example. You promised a friend to go out for a movie. A movie that she has always wanted to see. Say, Valentines Day. She was all excited and hyped then, out of a sudden, you canceled on her. Of course, of course, she will be angry because she has always wanted to go see the movie. In the end, she sulked and you would have to go and talk to her and all. So, basically, she SULKED.

Ohh, given the example above, I would like to say sorry to Puteri for giving her some hope that we will be going on a holiday together. Haha. I am trying to make it up to you now and I am making it happen alright ;) Sure, she was angry with me for giving her all the janji janji manis. Haha.


Back to the main topic, that was a small promise. So what happens if the promise is about something big. For example, marriage. A boy promised a girl that he wanted to marry her, someday. Someday is a long way into the future. As for now, that thing is not happening. How would you think the girl would react? If you broke a small promise, your friend would sulk. So, if you broke a big promise, your friend would..............

I don't know. That's why. Think thoroughly or just don't think at all.

I am just saying, with no intention to hurt anyone. Bosan.

ps : Ignorance is bliss. But, hell, I can't just ignore everything.

Surprise Surprise.

I feel like posting something without knowing what to actually write about. So I know what I will do, I will just blab.

I feel like I have things inside of me that I need to say but I can't let it out. I am scared of how wrong it will turn out to be.
I have this scene in my head and I can't rub it off. Have any of you guys watched a scene in Desperate Housewives, where Gabriella had a miscarriage and the husband ( I forgot his name) sent a guy to their house because he was in the jail ( I think ) . So basically, Gabby was so sad that she lost her baby and the guy was actually there to lessen her sadness and pain. He brought her to a big field and gave her a balloon. He asked her to talk to the balloon as if the balloon was the child she never had and let it go, up up away to the sky above. She was reluctant to do it, but she did it anyway. I can never forget that scene. Perhaps because ever since I watched it, I have always been thinking about it. Can you really do that in order to let someone go? Really?

Because if you can, I want to do that.
I'll go and buy a balloon. A green balloon for a matter of fact. I'll talk to the balloon, I'll scream to that balloon, I'll ask the balloon a few question and then, I will let the balloon go. Let it go for good. Oooo, trust me. If that works, I will be the first one to do it.

Anyways, last night was awesome. Woot Woot. Liy is going back on Monday. Glad I could meet you for one hell of a last girls night out last night. HAHA.


ps ; I know this is not a picture of us but what the hell, the pictures are with you! haha. There's a surprise waiting for Anis Clans. Heeeeee ;) I like!

Post-effects.

I just realized that I have been missing a lot of lessons due to my absence in class for more than a week. I don't know which page to flip through or even which page to start because I have been missing a lot of it. I thought it would be fun to miss class but boy, I was wrong. Work piling up, notes and homework that need to be copied, or in my case, just photostat them, those quizzes I missed, and lessons that need to be covered on my own. Not fun at all. I need a friend to study with. A friend that can teach me from A to Z. Haha. Lemak gak aa. But it is impossible anyway, since they are going out tomorrow to watch Valentine's Day at Mid Valley. Have fun, guys!

I am now kind of eager to study, which is a good thing la kan.
Kind of, not fully geared up lagi.
Wait and see.
Mr Career coach, where are you?

ps : Getting out of Alorstar feels like I can breathe again, but that doesn't stop you from missing it, from missing your friends and your room.

Sixteen.

16.
Let's rewind.
I love this picture but not all of us is in this picture, though.

The curtains are finally closing

It was at that same moment, on the exact same date of the year, where a painful incident happened again, but on a much much smaller scale.

All it needed was someone, a meaningful someone to press the green button on that little gadget and the deed was done.

Much simpler, but those vibes, sent through my whole body, made me shiver .

A smaller scale indeed because, the biggest and greatest thing happened on the same exact moment, last year.

Mom said don't come back this holiday but I begged and begged. I needed to come home.

Lesson learned this holiday :

1. Follow what your mom says and wait for the key word when she says, come home.

2. One ordinary person can hurt you, once, twice, thrice at any moment, nevertheless.

3. Trust your guts. Trust your instinct.

4. Chinese New Year means, SEMUA KEDAI TUTUP!

5. Some people are just not thankful for whatever that they have. So, if you don't want to see them, just RUN!

6. Home is where you want it to be,with the people that you care about, that you love, not a fixed place, where you set it to be, geographically.

7. Love can make you go crazy. LITERALLY. You fall, and no one is there to pick you up and then you realize that it's either you stand up straight again, even if it means, standing up straight slowly, or just reach out for someone else's hand to help you stand up again.

8. I want a new layout for my blog, and I feel like changing my url to abmin4.blogspot.com tapi takot kena maki dengan semua orang. Haha.

9. Based on the amount of books I brought back, I shouldn't be thinking about anything else, nor should I be playing with the internet.

I have to start packing now, since I am going back to Penang and then head back to KL.

ps : Car rides, I still love em. Late night visits from a dear friend, I still love em. Short road trips with friends, I still love em. Hugging my siblings, I still love em. Fighting with my siblings, I still love em. I had them all yesterday. I am thankful for that.

HAPPY 21st BIRTHDAY LYZER, my good housemate, coursemate, and oh so wonderful friend. Hehe. Have fun on your birthday and love youuuu !

Selangor Maju 2010.

I was just thinking, you can't erase certain images, certain things, certain words or certain scenes that you have inside your head but you can change the way you see it. Like when you pass by a certain road, it'll remind you of certain things. Like when you see your old alma mater, you ought to think about either a good memory or a bad one. Looking at my old school, I see how naughty and noisy we were. Just a glimpse of an ordinary road, can take you back to that one significant moment that you wished badly, you have forgotten about it. Just a single word can take you back to those moments and it would remind you of what you used to feel. One word. I would not want to erase anything. None. Nothing. I don't want to erase anything.

ps : Alfatihah to Cikgu Ahmad Sharafudin. We were really naughty back then towards him. You will always be in our hearts. "Selangor Maju 2010"

Home is still home.

Greetings from AlorStar everyone.

Mom finally gave me the green light to come back home. At first, she doesn't want me to come back to Alor Star because I am recovering from my fever - dengue but I needed to come home, in order to keep me sane and sound. Haha. Aihh, rasa mcm lama tak blog. Not much to say though, but I am happy to be home. The fact that I got phone calls from a lot of people, asking me when will I come back and some great wishes saying 'Get well soon' made me feel loved. Hehe. Thank you guys, for your visits when I was being admitted. Sorry to disappoint you guys with the I-dont-look-sick-look cause I wasn't really sick but I still do have dengue.

Ps : The house looks a bit different and I have many Snickers and I thank you guys for all the Snickers and thank you for knowing how much I like Snickers. Haha.

Its not decreasing.

This is the 9th day that I have had fever.
And only on the 7th day that they can make a confirmation that I do have dengue.
I was jumping up the wall, jumping around the playground, jumping here and there,
When suddenly, I decided to go for a second and third blood test.
And here I am.
Being admitted in this small so called specialist hospital in shah alam.
I'm not that sick though.
Alhamdulillah, luckily I'm not that sick.
But my parents are here to check on me.
" Anak pompuan dia masuk hospital. Tak kan tak datang tgk. Heee. Malu plak mama and papa dtg. I am sooooo sihat, I can even blog from my phone in the hospital! Ahaha
Ok but if anyone nak dtg tgk bwk chocolate ke cake ke starbucks ke ok jeeee hahahaha