WTF!

now, how can I not be excited when

1) Brooke is opening up to Julian for good and I have been rooting for them since day one and Julian is like a-more-charming-ver sion-of-Lucas

and

2) For the second reason, should I explain?
It's Hilary Duff people.
Hilary Erhard Duff.
Finally, a real project for her and it's going to be worldwide.

I just hope that she doesn't disappoint me in Gossip Girl.

Compared to these two, I'm all for Brulian rather than Olivia Burke AKA Hilary Duff and Dan Humprey the loser.

Oth will be on air first and followed by GG the next hour.
I can't wait
but then again, September is kicking in soon.

;(

1,2,3,4,5,6,7,8,9,10,11,12,13,14,15,16 and and and 17.

you're not the only one who's counting babe.
i am too.

Squeezing In 2 Years of Friendship in An Essay Is Hard.

I want to start off this post by saying Happy 20th Birthday, Farah Hannah Noor Mohamad and this is special post dedicated to you. I guess, this is an appropriate time for me to say everything out loud here since this is your birthday. And other friends, please pretend like as if I have no other friends except Hannah so that this post will be more dramatic. Hehe. Thank you.

Well, you are flying off on the 17th of September and honestly, I still can't imagine how it will be like when you are not around. As it is, classes have been very dull and kinda quiet without you, Aisya, Oggy, Maryam and Liy around.

I can still remember the day that I first noticed you in class. It was our first English paper and I was intimidated with how you wrote your essay on Recycling. I was stunned and I kept on wondering how it will be like for the next few semesters if everyone's level of English is like yours. Oh well, we both passed the pre-test and we both moved to another English class. That's when I grew close to you. Remember how we used to ride the 603 bus and I would greet almost everyone that I know in the bus and you would say ' Ko memang cakap ngan sume orang eh?' Haha. I'd take it as a compliment. Haha. Fyi, I know those people, Hannah.

It has been 4 and a half semesters that we have been together and eversince then, I learned so much about you. You have 2 brothers and compared to them, you are the most kampungest. Since you're flying off to UK now, you're no longer a kampung girl as you claimed to be eh? Haha.
Remember in Part One, how we used to have an innocent bet. A bet to score one particular guy and as we speak now, you actually won the guy's heart. Haha.

I still don't know what I would do without you because I text and call you all the time. My inbox is full of your messages and sometimes, I think, it's too much. I call you all the time, like as if you are my boyfriend. Hehe. Now, tell me, with you gone, who am I gonna call now? Hmmm ;( My stomach is sick thinking about how you will not be class anymore, for real. I realised that, we can't fool around and take silly pictures in class anymore.

Who will be laughing at all my gramatical errors be it in English or BM? Who will study FAR with me at 5am in the morning and when it reached 7am and we both can't sleep, who will be taking the sleeping pills with me? Who will the one to text that jerk when I say I miss him? Who will be the one to pick me up at the KTM and go to Sunway with me? Who will pick me up at 4am in the morning at the bus station? Who will be my crying/laughing/bitching shoulder when I want to tell you things about him/jerk/(,") ? Who will be giving me the words that I want to hear at the right times? Who will be accompanying me to the cafe when I don't feel like listening to the lectures? Banyak kan? And who would be the one, I want to shout with when we're in the car, scouting for cute boys? Who will tell me that my clothes are boring and plain? Who would tell me that my jokes are lame and very PM-ish? Who will make fun of the lecturers in front? Who will study with me at McDonalds during the study week? Who will pick me up at Jalan Plumbum when I am lazy to walk to class?

I don't wanna be all dramatic and sad but I can't help it. I may have known other people longer that I have known you but we spent a great amount of time together, day in and day out. I know that you said that there's no turning back once you have made your decision and I am not putting you on a guilt trip for wanting more in life and I will always pray for your best interest but at times, I wish that you don't have to go and just stay here with us.

Thanks for always being there for me. Thanks for being such a great friend. Thanks for all the car rides. Thanks for always correcting me when I am wrong. Thanks for always being there even when I made all the bad judgments, thanks for being there when I was being a bitch/lunatic/angel. Haha.Thanks for all the movies and songs downloaded, thanks for everything and Thanks for being Farah Hannah. HAHAHA.

If only money is not a barrier, I would have followed your footsteps and tag along with you. That's impossible right but no worries, you have Aino (Ilmy), Sharir, Oggy, Ridhwan and Aisya with you and I know they will keep you safe but I am not so sure about sane. Haha. I hope for the best and we will try our best to keep an eye on Umar. Haha. I will report to you on a daily basis.

I will miss you greatly, I will miss Wukong, you're half-blooded sister and when I see her on the road, I will try to say Hi. Most importantly, I will miss your big buttocks and take note that no one, I mean NO ONE can ever replace that. Haha. One thing that I hope is that, you will not change even when you are miles and miles apart from us. Cewah. Hehe. I love you, Farah Hannah. We all do.

Happy 20th Birthday, again!

ps : This post made me all teary and wet :[]
and I have begun to hate KLIA ever since everyone is flying off.
Can't you guys just stay put at one place?

and oh yeah, one more thing :
SELAMAT HARI RAYA!

hari kedua

29 days to go and still counting.
our break fasting event at mak long's was everything that a hungry stomach could ask for.
haha but i am still craving for baskin robbin's jamoca almond fudge or gold medal ribbon. yummmy!
this is the second day of ramadhan and it doesn't really feel like fasting month, yet.
perhaps because i havent been to the bazaar yet.
we've got tonnes of tests lined up for us.
i know i don't feel like studying.
for the past 7 weeks into the new degree semester, i realised that i haven't gained anything useful yet.
not much.
i don't like july semesters.
new semester should start in january.
like how school used to start in january.
i am still excited about one tree hill season 7.
very excited.
i have no fever anymore, but my body is always tired.
last night's sahur was awesome.
let's go again guys.
i miss chit chatting sessions with lifeless people eg : deanna and elisha.

post post skrang ni bosan la.

anonymous.

all i needed was a conversation. a conversation with a particular someone. a particular someone that would settle off everything. everything that i needed to know. knowledge that would help me deal with life a lot better. who ever you are, all i want to say is thank you so much.

thanks, anonymous.

30 days of altruism

let's put on a happy mode for this post shall we? and let's start with wishing everyone a happy ramadhan and let's hope that we can fast for 30 days straight and stay away from all the devils in the world, which means, let's stay away from muya. haha

so, happy ramadhan everyone!

jalan skarang daaaaaa

WHY?? what's wrong with UITM that everyone wants to leave? kata UITM di hatiku? KENAPEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE????

sorang sorang nak blah.

first hannah, then oggy, then aisya, then yana. yeah yana, i'm making a public statement here for you since it's confirmed. hannah, oggy, ilmy, sharir, ridhwan, aisya are all leaving for the same uni and yana and nadia farhan is leaving for another uni. and oh yeah, THANKS muya for confirming your departure last night kat super istana junior ;(

i don't know how to cope without hannah and now i wonder how it's like with no yana around.

otak takle function skrg. takde mood. i don't want to go to KLIA on the 17th of september. i don't. i refuse. i hate KLIA. i hate the fact that everyone is leaving. i hate it. I HATE IT.

bukan nak discourage korang from pergi, but _____________________. (isi la sendiri)

i'd rather be feeling jealous right now rather than feeling sad.

urgh.

uniforms.

I have always liked this picture.

We all looked very, urmmmm what's the magic word, urmm,

INNOCENT!

haha.

i miss you girls.

each one of you.

let's meet up!

get me out from the list.

i've had enough of medicines that i think i am fine now. i can walk down the streets but the thoughts of falling down is still there. thank god for the 6 days of medical leave. i am now, both physically and mentally, tortured. but thanks to my parents, family and great friends for taking care of me while I was sick. I still am, but like somebody said, it's just pig and we are much stronger than that, as human being and we sure can fight it off. but i have asthma, and i am deadly afraid of it, now.

anyways, one more assignment needed to be submitted tomorrow and i just finished it but thank god, i don't have to wake up early tomorrow, again, thanks to the 6 days of MC. but i still can't run away from the PSA quiz on thursday. i've been acting like as if i am flying off as well, since i've been following hannah everywhere. haha. sadly, no. i am not going anywhere. how i wish i am, considering how upside down everything is and the one thing i need is a new surrounding.

mom, dad and adek are coming this weekend to welcome the first day of puasa. yey! i miss my family but i'm afraid i can't spend as much time as i want with them because next week is common test week and since, i am still sick, going to ampang would be a problem. there will at least be 10 kids there and i dont wanna get them infected as well.

i don't know whats wrong with me but i know i am still not fully recovered and perhaps, because my mind is all messed up or other than that, i still can't figure out why my head keeps on spinning around.

do me a favour and watch the one tree hill season 7 trailer of Brulian ;) they are so sweet that i can smile for weeks just seeing that video over and over again.

grey, it's in the middle.

We've been making decisions ever since we were born. We had to choose whether we wanted to drink Milo or Ribena. We had to choose whether we want to swim or to just play at the park. We had to choose whether we want the red bike or just be happy with your brother's old bicycle. We had to decide whether we want to jump or just stay put.

But why is it that making decisions have not turned into the easiest thing, even after you've done it, a million times?

Family will always be there when you decide on things, friends will support you no matter what, enemies await your final say and the rest will go on as it is.

Mom has always taught me to follow my instinct in making decisions, dad has always said, follow the rules and you'll be fine. Just that, most of the times, the move that you want to take is against the rules and the laws that has been laid right in front of you.

I'm not making any big decisions right now, Iam not flying off to anywhere, Iam not making the decision to marry anyone right now, I am not planning on buying big big things right now, Iam happy with whatever right now but I guess, you just know , when a big chunk of your heart went missing. And at that point, you have to decide whether you should go and chase the missing part of you or just stay put and let it come back to you, at the moment, that the missing part wishes to.

I'll follow my instinct right now and just let the missing part come back, at any convenient time for it, to come back. I haven't been studying lately. My mind keeps on delaying it. Work loads have been at the minimum amount. I don't know what is wrong but something is definitely wrong right now. ape cte ni kan. nevermind.

this is just for me to jot down things. i'm waiting for fafa right now. *yawning* haha.

ps : to keep quiet? is that your way of playing it safe? idk.

Brulian ;)

What's the point of having one tree hill if there's no Lucas and Peyton?
We all get it, they have gotten their fairy tale ending but, come on!
Think of it this way.
What is Gossip Girl without Blair Waldorf?
What is Grey's Anatomy without Meredith Grey?
What is Lizzie Mcguire without Lizzie Mcguire?
What is ACB4B without Farah Hannah?

I am waiting patiently for One Tree Hill Season 7 and Gossip Girl Season 3 to air on
September 14th 2009,
with the opening episode of Julian Baker and Brooke davis strolling around at the beach
and
with Hilary Duff making a cameo on Gossip Girl in the fourth episode.

But if I were to anticipate the arrivals of these two sizzling drama,
it means that I am welcoming September,
and she's leaving on the 17th ;(

okay, let's not think about it now.

twittering here

life has not been hectic but why does my heart seems like it's going through a heavy traffic?

found this in wikipedia :

Specific letters were capitalized in the lyrics in her cover booklet, spelling out hidden messages for each song. The messages were:

• 1. "Fearless": I Loved You Before I Met You
• 2. "Fifteen": I Cried While Recording This
• 3. "Love Story": Someday I'll Find This
• 4. "Hey Stephen": Love And Theft
• 5. "White Horse": All I Ever Wanted Was the Truth
• 6. "You Belong With Me": Love Is Blind So You Couldn't See Me
• 7. "Breathe": I'm Sorry, I'm Sorry, I'm Sorry
• 8. "Tell Me Why": Guess I Was Fooled By Your Smile
• 9. "You're Not Sorry": She Can Have You
• 10. "The Way I Loved You": We Can't Go Back
• 11. "Forever And Always": If You Play These Games, We're Both Going To Lose
• 12. "The Best Day": God Bless Andrea Swift
• 13. "Change": You Made Things Change For Me
• 14. "Our Song": Live In Love
• 15. "Teardrops On My Guitar": He Will Never Know
• 16. "Should've Said No": Sam Sam Sam Sam Sam Sam

LOVED IT! I loveeeeeeee ALLLLLL Taylor Swift's song.

ps : 5, 7 and 9.