jesse mccartney looks like K

the title is true. ahha. im listening to jesse mccartney's song so it led back to the thoughts of the jerk. hey jerk, slamat hari raya! hahaha. kery2. i'll post a pic of him later la to show how good looking i think he is. hahahha. i admit, i fell for his looks rather than his attitude. his eyes are really beautiful. a jerk or not, that's somthing i can't ever deny. ape ni pg2 ckp psal kery??

i'm leaving for batu pahat in a few hours. since our family is the first one that will be reaching our kampung. we have lots of responsibility to do. its ok! its for raya. team spirit. hehe. can u tell i'm so excited for raya? haha. how can u not? food, family, and duit raya. good combination. its an excuse to go shopping. my mom is treating me like an angel i feel really bad. hehe. i am her only big daughter compared to athirah, which is her baby, uhhhhhhuhhh. haha. i studied last night which was quite incredible. i finished a chapter on revenue and more to go. i practically brought back all my notes which is nonsense. i will read one or two but not all. but the guilt i had to carry without the books are much more heavier. hehe. i called nana yesterday, they are all in as, so they went to the bzar, fun i guess ! i dunno.

i have to go now, my mom's back . SLAMAT HARI RAYA TO EVERYONE! maaf zahir and batin.

ps: happy birthday hilary erhard duff!

how are you today?

3 more days to syawal and i'm cleaning up everybody's house like it's my house. how i wish i could be at home and have gathering with my seniors. they are having buka puasa tmoro and they just informed me. if only i could be there guys. anyways, sarah, happy 20th birthday. a day away from hilary duff's birthday. unfair! i'm about to go to the hair salon. my mom has been shouting and nagging the whole day. i am up and ready now but she isn't. she wants me to highlight my hair since it's hari raya. but knowing my hair, its big and curly, if i were to colour my hair today, it will be there till the next 3 hari raya. haha. but i wouldnt change my hair for the world. i am having a break fast feast in bangi today. we can finally meet the new addition to our 'chomat' family. it's a boy! lukas hakim . its a rare event for us to have a boy in the family. the current ratio is approximately at around, 1:4 . four for girls, obviously. haha. i gtg now, or again, my mom will shout. ma, chill la. haih. she said i've been on her nerves all day long. i cant wait to push THE button and let her explode! how come she's fine with my two annoying brothers????

bridge over troubled water.

good morning everyone.
its 4.19am now and i am still not sleeping yet.the guy up there is keeping me awake. he posted new pictures in his myspace profile and i stole it for my own pleasure.
my mind is always filled with an image of kutcher that sometimes i think it's a sin.
to even think about a guy you have never met, its an unbearable sin but there's something about him that is so attractive ( i think so, keep your thoughts to yourself, thank you) that i can't resist

apart from my fantasy, back to reality, OUCH!
i'm doing terribly bad in my studies but no worries, i'm studying now.
paying my whole attention to the lecturers, uhhuh and doing all the works asked but i guess that's never enough if you don't pinch in a little extra effort from yourself. this week i tasted my own medicine and it was not tasty.

i think my blog is a bit boring nowadays since i'm not going through any emotional downturn.
i'm not complaining but it can be too bland at times.
i would like to exaggerate and write exciting things that has been going on with my life but unfortunately, there hasn't been any. i have accepted that the other half of human beings can be rather irritating at times, weirdo and they have their own mood swings, more than 'the other half' and , that simplified my life. though there are a few things that caught my attention lately .
i tend to care about other's a bit too much. say a person is going through a bad situation and clearly, it is beyond my power to mend it or say anything, i will feel bad and guilty for that person the whole day. if someone hurt a person , i'd feel bad for them as well. what do you actually call that? compassion is it? compassionate about others? i dont know. it's wrong to feel that way sometimes but i can't help it. it's my nature. cautious and paranoid. i dont know.
another things that has been distracting me in class is actually a game.
Quadrapop!
because of that devilish thing, i hardly talk to anyone or do anything.
it is so addictive and obsessive.
would love to stop but..............................................
hahaha.

keinginan merasa kehidupan orang lain

the title says it all.

i'm just asking for a day.

i dont know why.

it doesnt have to be a life of a superstar or a royalty.

randomly, anyone will do.

i just want to feel.

that's all.

to my baby sister.

i know you are reading this you little weasel! haha. i miss u very much, athirah anis.

a week more to go . cant wait for raya in batu pahat , johor this year. all the families will be there. I CANT WAIT! almost 50 cousins, 20 aunties and uncles, nieces and nephews and ONE grandma. hehe. we'll be sleeping together, eating together. aaaaaa, FOOD! major glue in attaching everyone, as always. this is my first raya in BP after several years. raya in KL doesnt exactly feel like raya because everyone doesnt sleep together the night before. no takbir raya ,no cooking together-gether, no gossiping, no Ramli, no playing UNO led by abg ader and mak nona and no cerita hantu. ahaha. i miss old times. lately, i'm hyper. i think so . no, i hardly get my caffeine. its just me. i dont know why. tomorrow will be the last day of class for ramadhan. but guess what, i have class till 10. i have double period of FAR. hmm, which class should i pick to sleep in ? haha.

yesterday, something happened. i take it as a wake up call for me to study. it didnt really hit me but the thought of failing again scares me, like hell. i have so much ambition that i don't think i would wanna let some crisis i had when i was in my part 3 during my diploma stop me from achieving it. study je la mcm tu. i have one month to go before finals and boy, i have lots to catch up!

i'll be meeting my mom this coming friday. i am thrilled but the fact that i'm not going back to AS is a bit sad because knowing my friends, they'll have a break fast gathering at the end of bulan Ramadhan when everyone is around but i can handle it. its ok. i can meet up with my family and that's the most important thing now.

pn ros is back . i HAVE to concentrate. she's asking us a question " how can you determine allowable expenses?" hmmm. i really dont know. hilary duff's 21st birthday's coming up. a few more days and today's ashton kutcher's 3rd annivasary with demi moore. its been that long huh?? i've been with him much much longer! hahahahah.

surveyy!

1 Whose picture is it that you keep in your wallet?
my friends, hilary duff, my cousins and a pic of me and abu! i should keep a pic of my family kan? hmm.

2 What time do you go to bed?
usually at 1am.

3 What was the last thing you did before filling this survey?
editting my BEL outline for my term paper with lynn.

4 Who's the one you always meet the most?
my roomates and coursemates which happened to be my collegemate and friends!

5 Who's the person you're gonna call if you need emotional help?
mama and my friends.

6 What's on your mind just now?
tomorrow i have no class until 8.30 PM at nite. hmmmmm.

7 what did you do last night?
i watched OTH and GG. it was very emotional.

8 With whom do you wanna have fun?
now would be my cousin. irena bosra pls. come back la.

9 When was the last time you went out to mall?
yesterday. one whole day.

10 What do you hate the most for now?
the fact that when i'm hungry, i couldnt care less about other things.

11 When was the FIRST time you slept alone?
when i was younger. xingat la.

12 What things do you want to do now?
fly off to somewhere.

13 What do you do everyday besides eat and sleep?
watch tv and talk.

14 Colors that make you happy?
pink, white and red.

15 Most favorite things for you?
my phone, my bed and computer.

16 What was the last thing you bought?
apples. haha.

17 Miss someone?
yess. a yeen, balik la cpat, gle!

18 Are you a coffee addict?
sometimes yes.

19 Are you satisfied with your life right now?
not really. i want to do some other exciting things.

20 Would you share a glass of water with a friend?
sure! why not?

21 When was the last time you ate seafood?
oooh. lame dah xmkn.

22 Ever had a food fight?
yes. haha.

23 What do you usually eat for breakfast?
roti canai and milo ais. sedap nye!

24 Lost a friendship over something stupid?
OH YES! bodo sgt.

25 Been really depressed before?
yes. been there.

26 What's your favorite food?
tomyam. mcd. steak.

27 Cried in front of your boyfriend?
nope.

28 Can you remember what you did on the first day of your school in high school?
i was with my friends ,especially my bestfriend' puteri the whole entire day, being stupid. hahaa

30 Did you ever cheat during an exam? erm yes.

get me out of here!

here i am , in PTAR, waiting for something magical to happen. its the 17th day of ramadhan. my father's birthday is on the 19th of september, which is two days away from now. my brother and i are trying to figure out what to get him but we haven't got a clue, AT ALL! nay! we'll get him a shoes, perhaps. my father has this really odd shoe size. 8 triple E. it can only be found in certain stores in the states, let alone here in malaysia. hmm, ssah laa. i had a shopping trip yesterday. i had fun but it was tiring like hell. cant complain though, it was my choice to go on a shopping spreeeee! later on yesterday night, i watched one tree hill and gossip girl episode 3. felt like i was in the US. haha. back to back episodes . hehe. *nathan is sooo HOT* nothing much has been going on lately. i'm not riding on any emotional rides. should be glad, i think. things are not messed up. good. many things need to be done, as usual and me, being jasmin anis loves to procrastinate. so that when the time is up, i'll be in rush and very kelam kabut. my head will be trapped in this massive headache, trying to patch things up here and there. but no worries. everything goes well as usual. hahaha. i wanna go for a swim la. in the ocean with the dolphins. hahaha. not. i dont like dolphins. cute but their skin bugs me. its very slimey and urmm, geli laaaa. haha. its only 11.27am and i'm freaking hungry, i can eat a cow. i was extremely bored today during LAW's tutorial so i was playing with my phone. i love buying quotes from MAXIS easy access. so, today, i bought one. it was pretty interesting.

here it is " A good friend can tell you what is the matter with you in a minute. he may not seem such a good friend after telling "very true isn't it. you wouldn't like it when someone can tell that something's wrong with you. the truth is always hard to swallow but then again, its the truth.

one hour away from my next class, i want to sleep

ps: it'd be nice if i can catch a glimpse of "heaven" today. hahaha. the appropriate location would be in front of the junction. god, i need a life. haha.
if only life can be bought from a sundry shop , 7-e and such. i will buy it! i will buy me, a life. an exciting life. in little cute pink packages. haha. but then again,if only.

21 years old on the 28th of september!

i wanna be in the middle of them. can i?

2 more weeks

its the second week of puasa and 2 more weeks to go before we're celebrating hari raya puasa. food, duit raya, meeting families and friends, holidaaaaaaaaaaysssss= FUN!

my friends and i had a little gathering with just 5 of us in KLCC. after a while not seeing them, it was good and refreshing. as usual, new things to share and gossip about. haha. i wanted to shop but i didnt find anything that i really fancy. i dont wanna buy things just for the sake of buying things.
i'm bored actually. thats not new. i am not in the moood today.

sometimes the heart wants whatever the heart wants. haihh. what i need now is a big great hug from my mom and i want her to tell me things will be fine soon and that i can go away next year to wherever i want doing whatever i want. *mommmmmy* god, i feel so low right nowwwwww.

ps: i like my old layout better. hihi

a little something something - KUTCHER alert.

Me , being jasmin anis, with a wild imagination, is so used to having dreams while sleeping but apparently, Ashton Kutcher rarely visits me in my sleep but one fine day, he did. hehe.

So, a few years back, I had a dream about Ashton. It was super real, as if it had really happened a few years back. Started with an evening atmosphere, Ashton wore red, again, the color that turns me on every single time.At first, we were in his balcony while staring at the nice view of his neighborhood .It was very green and peaceful. Trees were everywhere, leaves all around and people cycling and walking along the path walk. Next, he brought me outside the house . He showed me around the housing area with a few junctions here and there .It was a Malay neighborhood, indeed and not the typical American area. Just walking there with him, made my heart skipped a beat and at one point, it stopped .Literally, my heart stop beating and I was gasping for air, for no apparent reason, when all he did was held my hand tightly. He was so tall, magically handsome and good looking. A perfect creation of God. All I could remember was he smiled all the way and he did not let go of my hand, not even once. We didn’t do much though, except for walking around the little neighborhood and a park. One thing that caught my attention most was his mesmerizing, breathtaking smell. I personally think that he wore his perfume lightly but somehow, the intensity of the chemistry in his body blended well together with the scent and it still send shivers down my spines, just thinking about it. It was rather masculine with a touch of sweetness. Enough with the sweet smell already, I’m halfway shaking. Later on, we wanted to go inside one of the houses when suddenly, a familiar looking man appeared .It was my conservative father. Surprisingly, he did actually acknowledge him as if he was an important figure in my life. Perhaps he is. A son in law or merely , something more than that. They chatted for a while and then, Ashton asked me to go ahead first. I had no idea why but getting the cue from him, I followed, obediently. Before he sent me away, here comes the best part of all, he leaned down, and kissed me lightly on my lips and right there, my dream ended, as I gazed him away through the front porch of an anonymous house. Can u imagine how would I feel waking up to a dream of your most desirable man in the universe? Great huh? I think so too. When I was awake unintentionally, I tried my best to go to sleep again but somehow, it didn’t turn out the way that I wanted it to be .My fault anyway, I snoozed in between Asar and Maghrib. It was the Satan's work and I, being weak, played along with it. After all, I had something magical to hold on to. It happened when I was just 17 and now, here I am at 19 years old. Still, I could remember ever little detail, vividly. Maybe , because I was hopelessly in love with him. We did nothing but left me smiling, practically for the whole week! The part that made me respected him more was that he didn’t take any advantages while we're together and he acted very maturedly. Yeah it was just a few hours but the effects were magnificent. He made me laughed without trying too hard and obviously, it worked. He cared about my feelings and it is his intention, not to hurt me. Mostly, he made me feel safe. He provided a sense of security by being with him. I had nothing to care about but him .I guess, that’s when you know, you love someone, more than you love yourself. You sit still, doing nothing, nodding your head left and right, giggling endlessly while gazing into each other's eyes, with no spoken words, physically touched with no obvious intention, cherishing every awaken moment of it and most importantly, being comfortable in your own skin. When you know, you'll just know but since for me, it’s just a dream with my Ashton in it, it’s just a matter of infatuition!

before i enter into my sleeping mode.

my sleeping mode-that is, is during BEL, Pn Ainur's class. haha.

its raining badly in kedah now, and mostly everywhere, there's flood. i pity those who has to be evacuated from their house to the relief center. it's fasting month. imagine how tiring they are and not to mention, losing your stuff can be really devestating. hmm.

i had a TAX quiz just now, kinda hard. haha but sebab bermuafakat dan bekerjasama sesama insan during Ramadhan ni, things are less harder. hehe. i think Pn Ros saw the whole scene but ignored it because, its just a quiz.

i'm hungry. having a slice of bread now will be good. with my mom's stew. GOSH. that's really nice. i just saw a pic of nahla, halle berry's baby. she's ok. you can acually see the fusionness. hehe. but the father of the baby, Gabriel Aubry, uhhuh, is hunkylicious. haha!

since sahur is around 5am, its kinda tiring to wake up at 5 eat a bit, then wait for Subuh to pray then sleep again. tiring dont you think? but since we're only doing it for a month, what's there to complain about. more excuses to sleep in class, yey!

ps: K is an initial i gave , specially for him. you know, when YOU use it as well, its like you're stealing him from me . i am over him now,yes, but you dont have to publicly publish that you're having something going on with him. i hate this topic. when it comes to this topic, i turn into this BITCH that i dont like. hmm. whatever, thank you friend.

collection for life.

i want this so badly!

one thing they have in common if you can tell is, Hilary Erhard Duff is the cover girl. haha. i have more and more of these in Sh Alam. easier to get them in KL. years and years of collecting these, i think i should stop my obsession now but i dont think i can. i love magazines too much to let them go and of course, i love hilary duff. i think i used to have more than these laaa but my brothers love to read them and hide them everywhere. i cant find them. i love it when hilary is on the cover of seventeen magazine. we, the fans will get the whole photoshoot pictures, in order.

one magazine that i wanted so badly, i searched the whole of Malaysia i think, was the Valentines issue in February 2006 ,which featured Hilary and ex-beau,Joel Madden. i went to MPH, Popular, Borders, and mini bookstores just to find it and i failed. it was few months after the shoot that they broke up. haha. back then, my pocket money was around 150 per month, but somehow, i managed to get all of these. some of them cost me a fortune. for instance, hilary was on the cover for Cosmopolitan-the magazine is in Sh Alam, it cost me RM 30, i mean just for a magazine, it is a lot. for the life issue, it was almost RM 45. My cousin, Elisha bought me Hilary Duff All Access Pass which cost her RM 60. its like buying the accounting text book but it is more attractive! haha. these are just a tiny weeny part of my Hilary collection. one time, i asked my cousin to buy Most Wanted Collectors Edition which was around RM 100. its just the same as the normal cds but the satisfaction of getting something so rare is priceless. hehe. not to mention, my aunt gave me With Love, a perfume made by Hilary Duff , which i should mention, is really nice, as a present when i went to visit her in Houston. she went to a hilary concert without knowing any of the songs, haha, cause they got free tickets, still, they bought me heaps of stuff. a hilary duff bag, a tee, and a tour book. they really support me. hehe. love u , mak gee and
did i say thank you very much? THANK YOU.

when you see her in person, the moment she comes out looking really beautiful and that will make you go speechlesss and then, she said thank you for supporting her ,thats when you know all your efforts are really worth it.
the tip of the iceberg!

i'm not crazy aren't i? i'm just really passionate about things i love.

full house

good day everyone,

so. i am now all geared up with my so called new resolution .i wanna talk about real stuff that's been bothering me other than the other half of human nature, men.the topic for today, will be friends.for quite a while, i've been having this thing.if you call someone your bestfriend, there are a few of things you can actually do to keep the friendship going right?such as pick up the phone and dial her number, send a few text messages, share problems or stories, meet up once in a while, when you're in your hometown the least you can do is find her, wish her on certain occasions. yeah. lots of things that can be done. its a two-way-relationship.its just the basic of friendship. a few of you would know, perhaps. i'm not gonna reveal anything here. i'm just saying. another friend said the exact same thing about her bestfriend.you guys labelled us your bestfriends but you don't do the things that a regular friend should, let alone calling us bestfriends.i've been dealing with these since i was in secondary school. why am i complaining now right? its because, everyday, i had this high hope that things will change. few years down the road and still, its the same.

ps: can u take me away from the computer?

i've been a bitch these past few days when i sit in front of a computer.

its like i'm letting it out through the wrong output.

i'm sorry people.

resolution sept 08

i should be more aware of the world. whats going on with the real world out there. i wanna be less selfish. i wanna study hard. i wanna give my life a more meaningful meaning. i wanna be more interested in other things. i'll keep my head focus. no more arguing about tedious things.i'll stick to my promise. i'll be more cleaner. i'll eat less and healthily.i'll block my mind from any interuption. i'll be more realistic that i'm here in Malaysia, and not in the US and in the near future, i wont be in the US until i work my ass off , i'm still here. i wont let my past encounter with my fears slow me down, i will march upward with no turning back. yeah one more thing, i'll keep my eyes open for that lad. haha. no more crap jasmin anis by noor allam.

she said....

today is my first day at home for the fasting month. i cleaned up the house, cooked for buka puasa a bit, made a desert, picked up my mom at the airport and went to the bazaar ramadhan. it is such a relieve to be back at home. its drizzling out there. i like it when it is sunny in Alorstar. easier to move around. i'm all alone this time around with no mates whatsoever. only sarah is here. and of course, K. not that it matters much.

yesterday, we had a celebration for my cousin, Elisha. it was her 19th birthday . happy birthday my sweetheart! so we had the birthday eating ceremony during break fast time. the food was GREAT. everything was super spicy and it was gooooood. especially the asam pedas. ok. its a bit tooo much. hehe. the cupcakes were cute and she got it from an anonymous. hmm. a little mystery there. hehe

we were talking before maghrib time and we were discussing stuff. i said to her that my mind is not here and she said her's is not here as well. its in the US. amazing isnt it what some place can do to u and the effects of it. since i came back from the avril's concert all i could think of ' how great and fun would it be if i could be working backstage in a concert' i know it must be just some daydreaming matter but if one day i could pull off a show, that will be an accomplishment. now, im really really confused. she said that it happens, she does think about other things other than medicine but the main thing here was the question that she asked me." would i be happy if i were doing it for a local artist?" it was a bit tricky but the answer was easy, no. i wouldnt be as estatic as i would be covering for a hollywood popstar if i were doing it locally. the problem is, the scene here is kinda disturbing. bile melayu buat, mcm lupe diri but when the western does it, its ok. thats their lifestyle. then, she said that later on, you'd know that the things that you are majouring now is what you actually want to do . i really hope she's right. probably , the signs that i really wanna do accounting will come up later in life. my mom said that education shouldnt stop, that i can still pursue my journalism when i'm done with my accounting degree. i would love to do it if i have 100 years more to live. haha. i love to write but that's the thing, i dont really write that well. my vocab is really weak. and now, grammar dah tunggang terbalik. i just wanna know, how would one know that what they have chosen now is the best for them? you'd never know right?

i'm only 19 and still trying to figure out what is it life's all about. but the thought of being an accountant makes me feel kinda smart. all the figures and stuff but at the end of the day, it all comes down whether you are happy or not. i may be happy with a lot if money. yeah my plans for now is trying to save up money. so that i can spend later. i wanna open up whatever it is that'll make me happy. i am happy but i dont feel complete. i'm doing too much of thinking kan.

and i'd end up making myself confused and all tangled up . but thats who i am. a person with so many thoughts . sometimes, it is useless but most of the time, it can be a bit too too much.when you are not doing things that you're supposed to , this is what happened. i shold be sleeping or at least, studying a bit. hahaha. studying doesnt really work when you're at home, chilling and lepaking.

muslim all around the world

minutes to berbuka puasa,

selamat berbuka everyone.
hope you guys will have a good meal like i do. hehe

loves,
jasmin.

u're my mess, lucas.

as soon as i reached home at around 4AM i watched one tree hill season 6 premiere on youtube. it is such a dissapointment!!!! they could have done it so much better. now its all dramatic and black. peyton and lucas is doing okkkaay not like GREAT.... brooke's in trouble with her fashion line and everything else is well, falling apart. i personally think its just wrong for lucas and peyton to even think of eloping to vegas. they are the IT couple in tree hill and by that, they should know everyone supports them. ni nak kawen kat vegas plak. its like kte kawen kat siam. hahaha. peyton is looking more beautiful by the second while lucas is not. brroke is pretty but i prefer her with long hair and jamie is so cuteeee! geram nyee. xpuas tgk one tree hill mcm ni laaa!

feels good to be back at home though the house is such a mess. its the real mess unlike lucas scott's mess. ahahhaha.

when we dream..........

.................we dont need reasons.

it is so true.

but that is when we are dreaming, i am not now.
reasons are required in life.

when i write, i have my own reasons for doing so
it can either be because,

i'm down,i'm brokenhearted,i'm sad, i'm miserable,im crazy,i'm lost.

for the ones who would understand.

I had too much caring for the world.
It was too much at one time.
All I needed was some attention, an assurance that I was loved, by whomever.
I cared about you, as you were very much part of my life.
Seeing you everyday, became the highlighted event of my day.
Talking to you back then, felt as if like you were the only one who can understand me.
More of the opposite of me you were.
I talked too much and you listened.
I was more friendly than you will ever be but somehow you are more witty than me.
You were always on top and I tried my best to follow your trail.
More or less, I did follow you but more on the wild side.
I led you to some crazy mess but you didn’t care because we had fun.
We laughed, cried, talked, gossiped, more than any girl should.
I do worry sometimes that one day, somebody will take you away from me but since you’d always find your path back to me, I kept quiet.
Now, time passes by faster than ever, we are growing up, turning into humans in the real world.
Probably you wouldn’t even notice that I’m actually talking about a person whom I love very much indeed, that at any particular time of a day, I’d take a bullet for her.
Will she protect me and do the same? I don’t think so.
Maybe I’m wrong.
Prove me wrong once and show me you care.
Much can be done to show me that you do see me as someone you really, deeply care.
Enough to make me feel important in your busy life.
There are such things as karma and the world do actually go round.
Mind you, we lead the same life, forecasting the same kind of future.
Out of everyone else in this universe, I should understand you better.
All I’m saying now is ,all this while I made too much effort to keep this thing going and feels like it’s going nowhere.
Sooner or later you’ll be gone, miles miles away.
I should be getting used to this by now.
I don’t wanna get used to it.
I don’t.
Again.
Prove me wrong and surprise me, Princess.
Make up for the time we lost before we’re too old to even remember each other’s nick name.

if i am able to write something and turn it into a poem or rather a close one,

one would know done well, how affected i am.

this has been an issue for me for a while and i'm regretting every minute of it.

some time off.

soooo, i did not update my blog for a while since i'm back in melati.

little little updates:

i saw my eye candy yesterday and he is so good looking with his white shirt. hmm.

b's back. i really wonder why. nana said its because my pics with ali and abu.haha.

i dont sleep well nowadays. its like i'm having these weird dreams but it's not nightmares.
more like the things that i dont really think about but subconciously its at the back of my mind.

abdam is now botak and kinda scary. hahahah.

hilary duff's dad was in the jail for one day. pity her.

i had a marathon of private practice and hell, it was really really good!

i cant wait for one tree hill, season 6 and gossip girl,season 2!( peek-a-boo! peyton is with lucas.wohhhooooooooooo)

cant wait to posa and buke posa with my family in AS!

AVRIL LAVIGNE ROCKS! i feel like i betrayed my hilary duff when i was super excited when i saw avril. hahah. i know its nonsense but i did feel that.