2 down, 4 more to go.

I am supposed to be studying IBM or Law right now, but I managed to squeeze in some time for One Tree Hill just now, Gossip Girl later, and now, I might want to watch Beauty and the Briefcase. It's Hilary Duff. I have to watch it, or else. Or else, I won't be in peace.

As usual, One Tree Hill left me wandering hard. I kept thinking as if they are apart of my life. It's not like Julian and Brooke would walk in through my reality door, but they definitely made it through my invisible back door. The feeling that I get from watching that show, is priceless.

Anyway, I am left with 4 papers and then, I'll be done for my finals and that will a wrap for my Semester 5 and jumping on to my sixth semester. God, I feel old. I'll be done with my studies in one and a half years. Gahhh.

Erase that thought and let's jump to another one.

I am rushing now to go watch my movie.

Bye. I miss my trip to the mall lah.

Clear the air.

Sometimes I can't stop thinking about it.
Sometimes I don't get it.
Sometimes I just don't see the point of doing it.

But of course,

I want to have it.
I think I need it.
I want it, later.

I want lempeng pisang, with nutella and peanut butter.
Yes, I've been talking about food a bit too much and the results have been showing, physically.
Damn it.
Broke my...................... again, then maybe I can lose some weight. HAHA

Thanks for the confirmation.

I've been waking up early lately, and as always, I have a mission. For instance, I wanted to study today. Look at what I am doing now. This is not included in the syllabus.

I think, I may have run out of the lists I want to talk about. I could talk about anything but I want to talk about something else. It's like, whatever that I am feeling now, cannot be described by words. Words are usually enough to sum up what I am feeling but not today, or for the past few weeks. I've been living my life day to day, taking it slowly, one step at a time. I've been pressured to get into something and lately, I think I've been so stressed up about it. I just can't stop thinking about it but, yesterday something happened. I'd take it as a sign. A good sign for me, a bad thing for you. The story behind it is, be calm, be patient and take it slowly. Sure I will.

Just like now, be calm, be patient. The books are not going anywhere. Read it a page at a time.

What date is today?
17th of April.

Right, a month to go from now.

If only, One Tree Hill is a book.

I don't know how I'm gonna cope when you guys are officially done with Season 7. We, the fans can only try so hard, support continuously and rally online, but I guess when the official words come out, from CW then we have to accept it. I will miss you guys so much. I'm getting choked up, just writing this.

It's time.

“Most of our life is a series of images. They pass us by like towns on the highway. But sometimes a moment stuns us as it happens and we know that this instant is more than a fleeting image. We know that this moment, every part of it, will live on forever.”

First Mover, I ain't one of em.

I'm in the middle of doing my take home test and my brain went blank. You see, it's not easy to write something that you have zero knowledge about. Zero, as in zero. Nadaa. It is something factual, something that you can't just write, for the sake of writing. It must be supported by facts. I don't know the facts and I don't know the story. I want to lie and create something out of it, but clearly the question stated, REAL LIFE STORY. I want to BBM Tony Fernandez and ask him, "Are you the first mover for low cost carrier in Malaysia, or Asia?" The problem is, I don't have his Pin Number.

Gosh, I wish I can just write about anything I want. I'll write about things that I need in life. Epul gave me this idea. I have planned the rest of my life out but sometimes, they don't go the way I planned it to be. Of course, that's not a surprise.

Just one of the things I don't plan is, sitting here,trying to come out with superb sentences to impress my young lecturer that we, the Part 5 students of Accountancy are matured enough to write such papers. Bleargh.

Pointless.

I saw a light in front of me,
I went towards the light.

I saw an ice cream in front of me,
I went towards the ice cream.

I saw a cute chubby baby in front of me,
I went towards the baby.

I saw an interesting book in front of me,
I went towards the book.

I saw a beautiful dress in front of me,
I went towards the dress.

I saw a comfortable bed in front of me,
I went towards the bed.

I saw the future in front of me,
I went to the past.

I went backwards and didn't see a bus behind me,
I got hit by the bus.

By the way, it is a yellow school bus.

OPEC wth?

Good Morning everyone !

I want to say how lovely it is today, in Alostar, but instead, I should say, Oh God, it is so hot here in Alostar. Just triple up the heat in wherever you guys are and I bet, you still can't beat the heat here. I took a short nap at around 3pm yesterday, and woke up with my hair wet and no, it's not because my hair is too big that it can trap more heat or anything. Kedah is so freaking hot okay.

I'm back at home because Mom asked me to come back and help out for one wedding and one engagement. Haidar's wedding that is, and my neighbour's engagement. Both are 25 years old. When will brother get married eh?

As usual, , my work is still lining up, waiting for me to finish em up. But, because of Facebook, Twitter, browsing through tumblr, watching Youtube, they will always be delayed. Oh well, assignments about OPEC? Apekah?! Tak interesting.

So kesimpulannya, if nak buat kerja jgn bukak internet. PFTTT impossible la kan. I need to mop the house now. I am willing to do it, RATHER THAN DOING MY ASSIGNMENTS ABOUT THE FUNCTIONS OF OPEC!

A + K

Bak kata orang jawa, apa tu, mengundang-ngundang?

YA, GAMBAR NI MEMANG MENGUNDANG-NGUNDANG!
COMELNYA, COMEL SANGAT! MACAM TENGAH MINTAK SOMETHING.
NAK APA SAYANG?

Pancakes & Steaks

For someone who has been craving for hot pancakes and maple syrup, this is good.
I've been having intense food craving session lately.
I dreamed about pancakes right before I go to sleep the other day.
Right before dinner on Thursday, I craved for cheese tart.
Before all that, it was Kinder Bueno white.
All of these are kinda easy to look for, the hard ones are like when I want steak, aglio olio spagetti and fajitas.

Alright, I gotta start saving now and eat cheap food like Nasi Goreng Kampung everyday,
if I want to go eat Pancakes with Golden Syrup with someone ;)

They just know.

No one knows what goes inside your head,
even when you try to explain it
using the most simplest word,
using a gazillion words,
using pictures,
using signals,
using colours to describe them,
using what ever language you can ever think of, or
using anything for that matter

but,

to find a person that knows what actually is in your little brain, would be awesome eh?
And that person is not your own mother, of course.
Just that one person who can tell you what you are thinking, without having to guess because they know.

They just know.

Quick Updates

What goes on in a life of a student?

I say, we study, study and study.
Is all that we should do?
I know that's what I have been doing for the past 3 weeks, non stop ( more or less )
I am doing all of this, with the concrete idea that everything is for the future use.
I am letting go my social life, for a while until the final ends.
Well, I am still up for mamak for a short hang out (still dah lama tak buat)
I miss going to the malls without having any time constraint.
I miss my nap time.
I miss reading some nice story books.
I miss having all the spare time in the world.

I just miss ME TIME ''-"