time out

i don't like my foster mom while shakirah is in love with our foster dad.
haha.

i haven't seen shakirah or better known as ct among us for almost 9 months.
it was nice to see her after a while.
surprisingly, we met paul, (paul as in paul bdak kolej. haha) outside the cafe where we had our lunch.
he was waiting for e lynn. my senior in primary school, Convent.
such a small world.

it's time to go back home soon.
back to reality.
back to the real world.
back to the hot and humid weather.
back to reading books.
back to studying.
back to staying in Melati.

i am scared actually.
thinking about the classes i have missed.
the quizzes that i might have to miss.
haha.
dari nak lari dari stress, lagi stress ada la.
haha.

anyways, i wanna thank my parents for being so understanding.
they know i had a rough busy semester and an emotional one.
so they gave me a getaway.
i love you, mama and papa soooo much.

no more waking up to the voice of Fara Eva, especially when she says
'wakey wakey aunty min, wake up!'

after a long time.

1.If you married the person you last texted, what would your last name be?

* jasmin noor mohd? hahaha. ana, ko nak kawen ngn aku ke umar? wahahhaha.

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2.What did you do today?

* lots of exciting things. the most interesting activity would be seeing the Arsenal's Emirates Stadium. whooot whooot! theo baby.

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3.Do you know a secret about your last ex that would embarrass them?

* hmmm. not exactly embarassing but yeah, i do know certain secretive things.

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4.What is one fact about the last person who called you?

* my mom? she's awesome!

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5.Last time you were on the phone?

* in the morning with my mom.

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6.What's for dinner?

* nasi hujan panas. haha.

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7.Ever dated someone older or younger?

* older, yes.

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8.How many e-mail addresses do you have?

*2.

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9.Last time you washed your hair?

* just now.

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10.Do you like Oreos?

* not really. biasa je.

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11.Can you ice skate?

* yerp.

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12.Do you have a brother?

* yes. two of em. too much. haha

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13.Do you know how to change a diaper?

* yes.

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14.Do you keep a planner?

* in my head, yes.

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15.What kind of mood are you in?

* i'm happy. very peaceful.

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16.Do you take out the trash?

* sometimes when i am at home.

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17.What's the best part about being single?

* you can be selfish.

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18.Do you watch "The Hills"?

* YES. i adore LC.

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19.Who are you thinking of right now?

* my coursemates who will be in class any time soon ;P

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20.Wearing any bracelets?

* nope.

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21.What are you doing now?

* answering this when i should be sleeping already.

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22.Who was the last person that helped you stop crying?

* when was the last time i cried?

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23.Who do you trust with your life?

* my family and close friends.

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24.If you could change your name to anything what would it be?

* jasmine anis.

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25.Would you move to another state or country to be with the one you love?

* depends. where's the state? haha

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26.Have you ever talked on the phone while in the shower?

* hahah yes.

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29.Righty or Lefty?

* right.

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30.Favorite juice?

* watermelon.

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31.Have you had the chicken pox?

* yerp.

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32.Have you had a sore throat?

* all the time.

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33.Who knows you the best?

* my mom and my friends.

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34.Do you wear contact lenses or glasses?

* most of the time, lens but i have both.

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35.Last person to see you cry?

* i think it was my mom. the only person who can make me cry and stop me from crying.

intersession begins!

she did that on purpose.
haha.
i was packing my bags because i thought my flight is on 19th of may malaysia time but it's actually 19th of may UK time.
haha.
so classes would have to wait.
i'll be back in three days time.
i'll pay you a visit on thursday okayh.
hehe

i will miss this little monster so so so much.

thanks abg fiz for reminding me the main reason why i am here.
yeah to get away.

and to see vava!

i am still hanging over your wicked spell.

vava was just being silly.
she talks a lot like an adult, makes the funniest jokes, cries like a baby and eats a lot too!

life is much more simpler when you are a baby isn't it?
you don't have to study, you don't have to think about money, you don't have to think about other people, about what other people are going to say, you don't have to think about school, you don't have to think about what to do next about your life, you don't have to deal with drama, you don't have to think about peer pressure and so, basically, life is carefree.

would love to have that though especially now.
you see, i have let things go. i have adjusted my life well.
i think you should do the same.
let things go, babe.

when you look me in the eyes...

gdmorning everyone!

nothing much to blog except that, I MET THE JONAS BROTHER but i forgot that they had the cutest buttocks until aliyah said something about their cute butt. hahaha. so no, i didn't get to see their cute behind. hahaha. anyways, yesterday was quite fun. strolling around London and got lost in the middle of nowhere. haha. i was kinda scared coz aiman was depending on me and i had to be the tour guide. haha. we managed to find out way out. i got a text from my sister at around 4pm saying that the Jo Bros will be at Leicester Square either in the evening or at night. So, we rushed from the middle of nowhere to get to the place. haha. half way through, i heard people screaming and i knew, that was it! me being me, i ran towards the crowd. haha. but they're not there yet. i had to wait for about an hour with other Jo Bros lunatics. they painted their face, made boards and stuff. haih, if only i was their biggest fan, i would have done the same thing. haha. so when the guys came, the crowds got crazier. i was squashed, pushed, pulled, stepped over and everything you can imagine. haih, those fans. there are even guys in the crowd. either he is a bf of the girls, or the bestfriends. none of them sang along. malu kot. nick is the cutest. joe is short and why didn't he straighten up his hair or smthing? aihh. kevin was like normal. haha. i did my best to capture the pics since i know athirah would want it. i know how she feels but unfortunately, i was the one who met them, not her. imagine if athirah got to meet ashton kutcher and she just snapped some photos for me instead??!! waaaaaaaaa. ok xnak imagine. yeah, thats pretty much how she feels la kan. i feel u , baby sister.

ps: last night episode of one tree hill was another heart breaker. there was this one scene where Brooke was sitting alone after the reception was over and Julian came over.
Julian : Can i have this dance?
Brooke: No, thank you.
Julian: You either dance with me or say you love me, it's your choice.
she got up and dance with him but in an awkward way.
They talked for a while, laughed a bit and talked about some serious stuff.
Later,
Brooke: You know what, Julian, I can't do this.
Julian : What? You can't dance with me?
Brooke: I just can't. I miss you.

see.

she is such a chatter box!

hello everyone.

it's around 8.41am here in London and it's quite cold. i'm not sure what's the temperature but probably around 10 degrees. i reached Heathrow Airport safely on Tuesday and my cousin picked me up and we went home straight. i was kinda bummed with the weather though. i thought it would be sunny and a lil breezy. anyway, we went straight to Central since we didn't wanna waste any time but later, the jet lag kicked in .We walked for about 8 hours non stop with only a bottle of mineral, a tin of coke and a slice of pizza. hahaa. mama ckp kna jimat. so today, we're not gonna buy any mineral water. haha. i want to post pics in facebook but i really pity my little sister. she misses Eva so much and she didn't get to see her when they got back last month. hmm, so i'll just post a few here alright. i feel guilty for having this trip. one week holiday and here i am. pfttt, bunyi mcm spoiled but trust me, i'm not. that's why i said, i love adam allam so much for giving me this golden opportunity.hehe. he's talking my name off the list next year. T_T . haha. it's ok. i've had more fun that i should and i think i should pass the torch to someone else. i better have breakfast now coz i am so hungry and get ready to go out. we're going sight seeing today! tata!

i miss our castle.

good bye semester four, hello one week break
happy holidays everyone.

the nightmare has finally ended.
like everyone has been saying,
'mati hidup balik tak nak buat semester ni lagi, especially ETR'
hahah.
no worries
if you're dead, it means that you are actually dead.

enough of that, so, holidays!
i started my holidays last night with my classmates after our last and final confusing paper.
we headed to OU to watch a movie.
and of course, before that,
we played pool, daytona and also, karouke.
aaah, just a few things to kick off the holiday
it's unbelievable how hyper we were considering we are actually tired and sleepy.

i wish i could have my wish list for the holidays like my to do things list.
this one week, i will be spending time with my brother, fully. haha
oooh can't wait uh.

ps: this semester has taught me a lot of things in so many ways.
it forced me to be strong, mentally, physically and especially emotionally.
in terms of education, it's not always about the grades and marks.
i think that if once you push aside the grades and think about the actual outcome of your studies, presentation and all, you'll be grateful enough.
in terms of time management, you have to have a schedule, like it or not.
seems like 24 hours a day is never enough but as much as we complain, that's all we have.
in terms of emotionally, yes, i learnt to grow up or perhaps, i had to grow up.
learn to give away and move on.
here's my theory.
if you don't call, don't text, don't talk, don't write, don't care, don't think, don't look at it, don't see each other
you will not miss that thing that you think you are missing.
and then, you call, you text, you talk, you care, you think, you look at it, you see each other,
that's when it all starts again.
i think i was much better when we didn't talk.
but the friendship is still there, always.

i'll just keep this in mind.
THE ANGEL

haha, i am a bit crazy in the morning.

pray for my safety tonite and yes, i will have fun.
thanks!

i better get ready for lunch in Sg Besi!
pictures will be uploaded soon ;)

and, happy mothers day to all mothers.
i know lambat sehari but still, happy mothers day to all mothers.
they make life possible just when you think it is impossible.

dah tak larat.

seriously, dah tak larat nak pegang that thing called buku.
i have some errands that need to be done before the holidays start.
my mom said get it done today but i said
' ma, xle arini, min xabes study lagi ma'
and she went like
' aih, mama xpaham, min study satu minggu bnda yg sama tp xabes2? '

hmm, mama ku yg disayangi, mmg la satu subject tp byk la ma.


i don't know. when you are physically tired, you know what to do.
you can sleep and rest.
but when you are mentally tired?
it's impossible to stop thinking.
it's impossible to stop using your brain.

ok. i am preparring my tiny little brain for monday, 11.40pm.
i just can't wait.
officially, i love adam allam so much. haha.

ps: ratio ni kluar dlm suma subjects but still, xle jwb in every paper. haha

i'll take the high road, again.

certain things that u see people do, makes you wonder so hard what's the motive behind it. the main agenda or the hidden agenda. you keep on questioning, what is it, why is it that way, why is it in that manner and not the other way round? everything happens for a reason. perhaps, this week, God is testing me because he knows i'm having the time of my life next week. ok, i'll take it gladly.

just sometimes, sometimes you wish you could explain the truth and u wish that you had done it earlier. you know you have made a huge mistake but you can't do much because you can't undo the past. you just can't. there's no way you can undo the past. everyone wishes that they could invent or find the time machine but we all know that it is impossible.

i am wishing that things would get better soon. i hope it will. i seriously hope it will, because honestly, i can't take it anymore. enough already. i have moved on. moved on. take a look at the past tense. alright, im done here. enough of drama, your royal highness,

again, i'll take the high road again.

tomok anyone?

my bus is leaving at 11.15pm tonite. i have approximately around 55 minutes before leaving for sh alam. i am quite excited to go back actually. probably because i wanna get over and done with the finals! then holidayyyyyyy! yey! hehe

so everyone, GOOD LUCK FOR YOUR PAPERS! only two more to go.

ps: my dad asked us to vote for tomok . wtfffish? hahaha.