many things have i learned during my 2o years of living on earth, or at least 19 years and 3 months, precisely. its not always about you. there are billions and billions and billions of people living on this earth and i am not saying our presence here on earth are not important because we contribute to the growing numbers of people that are alive but we are definitely not the center of the earth. just when i thought i am hurting emotionally, other people in other continents are hurting physically and most of the times, it is a lot worse. probably i will need time to actually heal, inside but they need time to heal outside. people can see that they are bleeding and hurting by the minute. Exhibit A , people in Gaza. i bet they are hurting, in pain, after being attacked by the soldiers and everything. they lost their family, their house, their property, the loved ones, and so much more. here we are, living in a peaceful country,( minus the Perak's situation which was a bit chaotic for the past few days ) we have so much to offer and we are still complaining. i know i am still complaining. UITM this and UITM that, this person this and this person that, why this , why that and more.i guess we should just appreciate what we have now. don't wait till its gone to actually miss that the thing is gone.
someone said that if people dont know me they'd say that my heart is broken into millions of pieces and i am really down and anything related to that, just by reading my post. i am fine but just at times, when the timing is really bad, you tend to go up and down a bit. i just write things that effects me emotionally, at the moment. come to think of it, i was only betrayed by a friend and a-really-complicated-guy. i bet there are others who are going through some deeper shit that i am having now. left after a few years for some bimbos, married another person after 10 years of marriage and 3 kids, the husband died in an accident, failed the final exams, busted by the parents for having sex, etc. my problem is just a minor one and i can live with it, or so i have said that many many times. but i cant help but miss him duhhh. hehe.
what im trying to say is , i am glad i have people to help me get through things. my friends everywhere have been really amazing and they build up my support system. thanks guys for always being there for me.
*all of these came after watching 13 episodes of lipstick jungle straight. yes, i watched it straight.they are 3 bestfriends who will support each other, through thick and thin without being afraid to raise their voice at each other. i am happy to say, i have that but in a much bigger scale. haha*
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