think life is hard, think again.

bel 313, bel 313, bel 313, bel 312, bel 312.i am an accounting student mind you and not a Diploma in English/Literature/Education or anything related to that matter student but i, along with the other part 4 students have no time to study for our accounting subjects because all the english courses are occupying our schedules. yes i know english is important but wht the hell? haihhh. 12 hours of english every week and still, no improvement in our english language. haha. ok ok i know i've been complaining hard all week long. actually, i think, if we actually sit down and do our work, maybe we could complete our work but then again. we'd have no life. so i guess, it's all about choices and time management.

oh yeah, i was scrolling down my emails and i found one that caught my eyes. the title said 'think life is hard, think again'. It is about a guy, named, Nick Vujicic born without limbs and apparently, the doctors does not have any explanation for his brith defects. So as you can imagine, he had to face many challenges and obstacles in life. the amazing thing about him is that he doesnt give up and he has a degree in commerce majoring in finance planning and accounting. he is very optimistic about life and mostly, he believes in God.

he made me think real hard. he has got no hands, no legs and he made it through his life with such smiles and spirits. so what is keeping me from achieving things that i want? but one thing that i know is that, i am only a normal human being who cant escape from making mistakes and i know, i will always be complaining about things but at the end of the day,at least i know i am thankful for all the things that i have now.

//day light appeared as i opened my eyes, reality hit me back and at that point, i knew i was not dreaming. i had a very weird dream that night,i would say. it was the both of you, in one dream. one particular dream. one that i had no intention to dream about.perhaps, the thought of it has always been at the back of my mind at the very end. ever since then, my mind was always covered by the images seen in the dream. anyways, what was in the dream doesn't matter much but i remembered telling you about the whole dream and all you said was it is interesting. yeah it is interesting for you but definitely not for me. you find it utterly funny that i was so worried and you said i had nothing to worry about and nothing would ever change. i guess, i should have seen it coming. even my guts were trying to tell me something. after all, my biggest nightmare did come true.


i did my sacrifice when i stopped dreaming about the greatest future i could have. i stopped hoping and the best part of it, is that i stopped applying.i am trying my best here to understand but can't you guys do the same for me? i am tired of being the good girl but no, i have no intention to rebel. i am just saying.