show me all the signs that i need pls.

limitations. a simple word that can bring along many interpretations with it. human limitation, brain limitation, physical limitation, thought limitation, implementing ABC limitation, LIFO's limitation and so on. This world has so many limitations that somehow, you can go on and on listing it.

I, myself know my own limitation. how far can i run, how deep can i go, how low can i feel, how fast can i write, how twisted my brain can be, how slow i can accept facts, how fast can i take a shower, how irritating i can be, how big my hair can be, how much money do i have and so on.

sometimes it kills me deeply, to know that these limitations are the only thing that is separating me and all my wants. it's not so much about not getting it, but it's about the things that are keeping you from it. you know you have so much more to offer but because of these limitations, you can't show them what you have.

it can be really depressing to know that you are inches away from achieving your dream but the only thing that is blocking your way is money. most of the times, when opportunities show up, they make it a point to run away before you can even catch them. what do you do when you count the odds and the result says go for it but deep down inside your heart you know even if you go for it, with your strongest will and effort you know you will not make it to the end?

they say that the beauty is in the attempt but what do you do when all your attempts failed? having to know the truth doesn't make it easier every time we find out about it. it just makes you stronger. it will probably be good if we have a flexible heart. a heart that can bend at all times in any kinds of situation, which means that it will not be broken. it is flexible. but then we will not face sadness and perhaps, we will take things for granted and not treasure it well. human limitations. that's why. we are human with feelings and not man-made robots.

it's just a random post because during the finals, there were too many limitations questions and it kept me thinking, the only thing that is keeping me from getting an A+*uhhuh* for all these subjects are actually all the limitations available. time, brain, and our own ability. we have so little time to study with limited space in our brain that are left to be occupied with all the notes and we don't have the capability of a robot to answer all the questions with very short period of time in a freaking cold hall. that and my mind is always buzzing away about everything else but the papers in front of me. and of course, i am facing with some limitations myself, now! hmmm

here's a quote for the day

' to say that my heart is broken would be too over the top but to say that i didn't get hurt would be an understatement'

i have been too patient for too long . i am loving the outcome.