As of late, I have been getting weird vivid dreams about my past life in my previous firm. Started off with a dream with the chair lady, I attended a monthly management meeting, and everyone was wondering why I was there since I had left months ago. I replied something along the lines "I had to be here for the very last time". I have no idea why I said that in that dream. Moving along, I met another partner in the firm that I could not stand and lastly, I went to my favorite partner's room, and I shake her hands in the traditional Malay way, I kissed her hand, and I left. Later that day, I brought the whole family for an early dinner with everyone from the firm. In the same dream, I had supper plans with one of my cousins and when we reached the place, there were 3 other cousins and none of them were talking to each other. Weird dream, but it felt so real.
And last night, I had another dream with my last audit partner, she scolded me for something, and I can't really remember why. Why are all these dreams popping up now? I know that I am not happy at my current place but it wasn't all happy and dandy in audit too. I can't pinpoint what I am missing out now but of course, I truly miss my lunch partner right now.
Will I go back there? I mean, never say never but at this point, I believe it's a strong no. Late nights, long hours, weekends in the office, crazy workloads, high expectations, but the lessons learnt in between, the people you meet along the way, I'm not going to deny that it was the best times of my life but at this point, I choose my family.
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