bridge over troubled water.

good morning everyone.
its 4.19am now and i am still not sleeping yet.the guy up there is keeping me awake. he posted new pictures in his myspace profile and i stole it for my own pleasure.
my mind is always filled with an image of kutcher that sometimes i think it's a sin.
to even think about a guy you have never met, its an unbearable sin but there's something about him that is so attractive ( i think so, keep your thoughts to yourself, thank you) that i can't resist

apart from my fantasy, back to reality, OUCH!
i'm doing terribly bad in my studies but no worries, i'm studying now.
paying my whole attention to the lecturers, uhhuh and doing all the works asked but i guess that's never enough if you don't pinch in a little extra effort from yourself. this week i tasted my own medicine and it was not tasty.

i think my blog is a bit boring nowadays since i'm not going through any emotional downturn.
i'm not complaining but it can be too bland at times.
i would like to exaggerate and write exciting things that has been going on with my life but unfortunately, there hasn't been any. i have accepted that the other half of human beings can be rather irritating at times, weirdo and they have their own mood swings, more than 'the other half' and , that simplified my life. though there are a few things that caught my attention lately .
i tend to care about other's a bit too much. say a person is going through a bad situation and clearly, it is beyond my power to mend it or say anything, i will feel bad and guilty for that person the whole day. if someone hurt a person , i'd feel bad for them as well. what do you actually call that? compassion is it? compassionate about others? i dont know. it's wrong to feel that way sometimes but i can't help it. it's my nature. cautious and paranoid. i dont know.
another things that has been distracting me in class is actually a game.
Quadrapop!
because of that devilish thing, i hardly talk to anyone or do anything.
it is so addictive and obsessive.
would love to stop but..............................................
hahaha.