extra note

feels like it has been like months since i last logged in. and the truth is, i don't feel like going online cause the last time that i did, i gained nothing but some awful truth. haha. no need to go back to all the history lessons. we had enough of that already. oh well, the finals are going great so far. 3 papers down and 3 more to go. the 3 papers down, really went down the drain. i can't answer most of the questions, the hall was bloody cold you can't even hold your pen properly, hence, you can't think properly. nothing has been going on other than studying, watching one tree hill, hanging out with closest friends, eating a bunch of food, not meeting any family members and tonnes of phone calls. this is what happens during finals. i miss home. i wonder how my room is like. i wonder how khoo cheng is doing. i miss my parents. i really do. i miss my annoying sister. i should be studying corporate governance but instead, im watching one tree hill ep8. i am so lazy nowadays, i shouldn't be complaining when the results come out later. sometimes, i need some kind of wicked motivation but i don't know where to find it. i can't promise myself another big trip that will cost a fortune. all i could think of, is the holidays. but what if i have to go through the same thing that happened during the last december holidays? i can't bear it anymore. the last holiday was so painful. in my book, history loves to repeat itself. so, i look forward to my holidays but i not that much, other than seeing my friendssss every single day and hour. haha. i should get back to my studies but i think i'll pass for now.

dont't take this post seriously. i am only scribbling things out, obviously.