So many thing to say, with so little time to spare for this blogging session. Let's start with exciting things in my mind.
1. I can't stop bragging about My Name is Khan. I LOVE THAT MOVIE but sadly to say, I watched it on the laptop and not the cinema. I WILL TRY TO GO AND CATCH IT AT THE CINEMA WHILE IT IS STILL SHOWING. I CAN TELL YOU ONE THING, IT IS THAAAATT GOOD. I think the it should at least be nominated for an Oscar or something. For me, it gave me that effect. THAT EFFECT. With all the capital letter, feels like I am shouting my lungs out, sorry. Hehe. This is a movie that made me cry. How about that? Coz I don't even cry watching One Tree Hill. My Name is Khan hit you right inside, deep deep inside.
2. I think I found the feeling that makes me want to really study again. REALLY. I kept thinking about how about how demotivated I was last semester and when I think back about the reason for it, I am sort of ashamed to admit that the reason was because of a boy. Yes, I am admitting it right now. But that was last year, and this is another year. I don't want to look back. No point of looking back. I should just hold on to the reason why I am motivated all along, before anything has happened. My parents. The reason for my existence. I should at least, make them happy. Satisfied. Proud. I let them down last semester. I don't want to repeat that again. It is heartbreaking when the reason behind it, is not concrete enough and never will be good enough.
3. This past few days, I think I learned a lot but the most significant value overall, BE THANKFUL, even for the smallest thing that you have. I know that this is cliche, but I think that this is the truth. You can perceive it anyway you want but at the end of the day, if you are not content with what YOU HAVE and not WHAT OTHER PEOPLE HAVE, you will not be happy. People can make way for you, people can bow to you, people can treat you like a princess but at the end of the day, if you treat yourself like crap, then no one can save you from that. I am thankful for having this life but on top of everything, I am most thankful for having my parents as my parents. A set of balanced parents, cool and conservative.
4. Someone told me I am one of the rare species. I'd take that as a compliment.
5. Ma, if you are reading this. I am counting on it, Ma. I am hoping for our plan to come true.
ps : Though you made me go through hell, I can't seemed to find a tiny weeny bit of regret for being involved with you. You forced me to grow up.
1. I can't stop bragging about My Name is Khan. I LOVE THAT MOVIE but sadly to say, I watched it on the laptop and not the cinema. I WILL TRY TO GO AND CATCH IT AT THE CINEMA WHILE IT IS STILL SHOWING. I CAN TELL YOU ONE THING, IT IS THAAAATT GOOD. I think the it should at least be nominated for an Oscar or something. For me, it gave me that effect. THAT EFFECT. With all the capital letter, feels like I am shouting my lungs out, sorry. Hehe. This is a movie that made me cry. How about that? Coz I don't even cry watching One Tree Hill. My Name is Khan hit you right inside, deep deep inside.
2. I think I found the feeling that makes me want to really study again. REALLY. I kept thinking about how about how demotivated I was last semester and when I think back about the reason for it, I am sort of ashamed to admit that the reason was because of a boy. Yes, I am admitting it right now. But that was last year, and this is another year. I don't want to look back. No point of looking back. I should just hold on to the reason why I am motivated all along, before anything has happened. My parents. The reason for my existence. I should at least, make them happy. Satisfied. Proud. I let them down last semester. I don't want to repeat that again. It is heartbreaking when the reason behind it, is not concrete enough and never will be good enough.
3. This past few days, I think I learned a lot but the most significant value overall, BE THANKFUL, even for the smallest thing that you have. I know that this is cliche, but I think that this is the truth. You can perceive it anyway you want but at the end of the day, if you are not content with what YOU HAVE and not WHAT OTHER PEOPLE HAVE, you will not be happy. People can make way for you, people can bow to you, people can treat you like a princess but at the end of the day, if you treat yourself like crap, then no one can save you from that. I am thankful for having this life but on top of everything, I am most thankful for having my parents as my parents. A set of balanced parents, cool and conservative.
4. Someone told me I am one of the rare species. I'd take that as a compliment.
5. Ma, if you are reading this. I am counting on it, Ma. I am hoping for our plan to come true.
ps : Though you made me go through hell, I can't seemed to find a tiny weeny bit of regret for being involved with you. You forced me to grow up.
2 comments:
Yeahhhhh let's get motivated. Wow! You nangis tengok movie ni tapi tak nangis tengok OTH? Memang rare species! Hehe. Kena tengok ni, because my sister pun cakap best.
yes yana, i nanges. haha. impressive kannnn it was that good okay!
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