A milestone.

For the first time, I am accepting the fact that everything will change at some point. Be it for the better or vice versa. Sometimes, we can't change a thing, or an event but we can certainly change how we look at it, but I doubt that we can change how we feel about it. What I can tell you is, I am still the same person that I am when I was 19 years old, 10 years old or maybe 6 but how I view things or think may be different. Bear in mind, the values I hold remain static.

Tonight, I reached my limit and I think, I need to really be more appreciative and take time to absorb things slowly. I neglect some of the things, or persons I really care about and deep down, I am so guilty, its just too much too handle. If only, I had taken the time, just a minute or two to sit down and have a conversation with a dear friend, who was in pain, probably, I wouldn't be sitting here, spilling out my guilt in sentences. My heart would be at ease, knowing that I took a tiny portion of my daily hours to just create conversations, a meaningful one.

I learned something new today. I learned that I need to reciprocate more and I will. Pardon myself, I haven't reached 21 yet.