Long Live!

I let out a big sigh, the holiday has begun. I should be happy. I am. Don't get me wrong. I am happy but just not, deliriously happy. During the finals, all I can think about is, this is the second last time I'll be sitting for my finals. I should be happy about it, with the fact that I am leaving all the thick books behind, all the notes and all the assignments behind. Of course I am happy about that but the fact that when I am done enjoying myself with the holidays, I am up for a big challenge. I'll be working at a firm. That sounds so serious isn't it? I am scared, terrified and mostly sad that I am leaving the comfort zone of being a student. That is what I am afraid of. Everyone keeps on telling me, enjoy your student life. That's when you have all the fun and excitement. I am having fun. I really am. Life is sometimes added with stress but most of the times, I am just happy to go through it with the presence of my family and friends. I will miss that. Everyone keeps on reminding me about the real world as well. So, where are we living now? The fantasy world? Don't think so cause in my fantasy, my hair is straight! Haha. 

I don't think about this all the time but the thoughts come and go. They popped up in my  head and refused to leave me alone until I set a certain goal or target in life. I can set them but only time will tell with of course, God's willing. I am taking it one time at a time. I don't expect all the answers at one go. I guess, I just need to breathe in and out.

I miss you guys!

Alright, this is a heavy post. Ni baru pkir psal future in terms of career wise, I haven't started on the wedding part. Haha. God bless us all. Aminn.