Thursday, March 22, 2012

#M

Miracles, commonly associated with something that happens attributed to the divine intervention. One does not simply encounter with miracles on a daily basis, or else it is not known as miracles. It might have been just a norm, a plan that was well-planned. A friend answered only 5 lines for his 40 marks question and ended his lines with " I am sorry, my mind went blank..." and he passed his paper when the other 60 course mates failed the same subject. I believe, that's a miracle, if you see it from his perspective. A mother lost her daughter in a shopping mall for hours, she went to perform her prayers and suddenly, her daughter was found. I believe, that's a miracle, if you see it from her perspective. Something that happens at the right time, at the right moment. Something that you wished would happen and with deep prayers and determination, it happens because God can read your mind and he knows what is in your heart, even if you don't say it out loud.

Personally, a miracle would be if I can get a job right now, be it a permanent job or a part time. Logically, I am starting to doubt my own decision of doing my ACCA as a full time student. 10 hours of classes per week, which means I have only one class per day and it ends at 2pm, the latest. Ample of time and by that, it means, ample of time being wasted. Its a bit funny now that I have my Degree and I am looking for a part time job at some fast food chain, instead of using my qualifications for a proper job and pursuing my ACCA only as a part time student. Seems like a messed up plan, yes, I think so too. Reason being, Mom doesn't want me to fail my papers. As lame as it might sound, I think I work better when I am under pressure. I am not saying there's no pressure now because now, the pressure is higher because everyone expects you to pass on your first sitting because you're doing it as a full time student. If I really did  pass on my first sitting, that's a miracle alright! 

I am just lost right now, but I read somewhere it is okay to be lost at times because by then, you'll have time to explore your options. Narrow down your choices. As for me now, all I can do is narrow down my invisible choices! Anyway, back to the topic of miracles, sure I've seen miracles but it is a lot more magical when a miracle happens when you're with your friends. Hahaha. It's a funny story but I shall just keep it to myself. Miracles make you think hard, about God.

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