#T

They say, time will heal everything. I surrender, I have no idea what this phrase means. Its there, quite clear but what does it mean? If time stops, we will still  move forward isn't it? Or maybe if the time stops, the world will end? Such a simple phrase, with its deepest meaning. I don't understand because it's been 5 years and my heart is still at it. Time moves forward, my feelings are as stagnant as ever. Perhaps I am just being stubborn. Maybe.

Time, is something that I wish we can get a hold on. 24 hours a days seems like such a long time, when you're doing nothing but it seems like the shortest amount of time when you've got a lot on your plate. There are moments in life, where you wish you could travel back in time, to change one simple thing, or two, maybe. Of course, but its the decisions, mistakes and choices that you have made in the past that defines who you are now. 

Sometimes, when you have too much free time, your life becomes unproductive. I'm the living proof of it. I became obsessed with....sweeping and mopping.. As much as it sounds legit, its a waste if time. You know why, because I've got too much time. How many times can you sweep and mop in a day? Pfttt! This Thursday, I've got an interview and the funniest thing happened when I got the phone call. It is our exam week now and since we are only sitting for one paper, the rest of the week is counted as a holiday for us. So, I decided to go back to Alorstar, as usual :) I arrived at 4.30 in the morning and being the normal human being that I am, I slept in till 10 in the morning. A phone call by this company woke me up and I answered with a fake fresh voice, I had to. Hehe. Then, I sounded too confused, I guess that the HR person said, 'Wake up, Jasmin' Ooooh, snap. I just got caught. Timing people, timing. Haha. 

Haih, the time was 10 in the morning, I bet the person that called me thinks I am doing nothing at home, been waking up after 11am since I graduated. I don't know whether I am ready for it or not, but if I don't start now, then when should I start? TIME WILL TELL. Heeee :D

PS : I just told my mom that I want to get married in Alor Star, not in Bangi. Mom said I've got 2 years to go. Must. Find. A. Husband. Now. Now. Now. I am short of TIME. Hahaha!

When you have all the free time in the world.......

And oh, welcome May.