#T

There was this one point in time, where I was certain with what I want. Pushing aside my needs, I focused more on what I want. There was this one point if life, when everything is so clear and vivid, it feels like I could touch it with my own bare hands, but dreams remain to be only dreams if you don't convert it into reality. There's this one phrase that I can't quite comprehend, 'We are seperated for the reason of God' or something like that. I truly don't freaking understand this. Anyone care to explain? There was this one time, where I've truly forgotten what it feels like, and yesterday someone and some event made that feelings rushed back and all I could utter quietly was ' Oh, I forgot how it feels like and I'm not quite sure if its a good thing' Vague, is not even the word for it. More like vanished. I've always thought that it is me who will be holding the trophy at the finishing line but looking at it now, I hope I'll be able to even make it to even make it to the finishing line. This is a straight approach that I'm taking here. No turna or no breaks in between.