#W

There are days that you do not feel like talking, and there are days that you feel like you can talk nonstop, even when the time stops, you can still talk.

There are days where you feel so low, you might think that you have hit rock bottom, and there are days that you feel so high, its either you have had too much of caffeine or some puffs of weeds.

There are days when you know you miss that someone so badly, you feel like walking to their house and just hug them, and there are days when you feel like "I don't know you, why should we see each other?"

There are days where you do not even know what is the purpose of you living on this holy Earth, and there are days where you see the people that you love around you and you found the purpose of it.

There are days where everything gets so blurry, you might have thought that your vision is badly impaired, and there are days where everything is so clear, it is crystal clear.

There are days that you just feel angry, you start to blame the cat for its existence, and there are days where you just feel happy and excited like you have just been asked for your hand in marriage.

There are days where you just want to curl in your bed all day and night long, not move an inch, and there are days where you just want to go out and move forward.

There are days when you just miss a random place that you have been before, secretly wishing that you are transported to that place, and there are days when you are just thankful with the place that you are living in at the time.

There are days ( a lot of these days ) when you feel so lazy, you can barely touch any books because you just do not feel like doing so and there are days ( less of it ) when you feel like "Okay, 10 chapters at one go, TODAY" ( Never )

To be that motivated might never be the case for me but this time around, I have got to stop fooling around. Of course I want to pass my paper but at this point, the want changes into the need. So, let me rephrase the sentence. I need to pass my paper.  For it to be underlined, bold and italicized, I hope the message is rather clear.

I am trying to find a few days where, my WILLPOWER overrides my laziness and with God's willing, I shall pass the paper.

And today, I think I did :)