Independent.

The last day of August and of course, its our 55th Independence Day. Happy Birthday, Malaysia! And if only you knew how much I love you and how much I am thankful that I am born in this country and not elsewhere. I'll be lying if I don't dream of being born in the States and to live there but for most of the part, I appreciate Malaysia very much. 

Our way to show our love for the nation :P

So, September shall make its way into the year of 2012 very soon. Oh, I am worried, more than I am happy about it. I've been dreading the month, I've been counting the days and I've been procrastinating every single thing. There's always a first in everything that you do, yes. Frankly, I am scared but I chose to do this and I will commit to it. The other day, my cousins and I were on our way to see a movie and in the car, one of them asked me when will I start work and I answered with a long sigh and I said "18th of September, insyaAllah" and then she goes "Why do people want to be an accountant/auditor and how do they get motivated to wake up in the morning and go to work?" Oh my lord... I went blank for a while. 

Or more like, I went blank till now. Why? I don't know. Sometimes, you don't get to do what you truly like. It's just a place for you to start and from then on, perhaps you can move to other lines and be what you really want. I want to open a nice dessert shop but I don't have the capital and expertise now. Maybe, after a while, perhaps I can start saving and learn more about business in depth then only I can do what I truly like.

And sometimes, you do something because you're good at it. Not necessarily you have to really like it but if you can do well in it, then why not? To add to that, money is the key factor in this. Of course, of course. Ah, September. You are really something. You will be the turning point. 

Selamat Hari Raya people!