29 days to go.

Hello June, you look lovely but you started off roughly.

On the last day of May, we had a celabratory dinner to sort off 'celebrate' those who had just finished their internship while me, on the other hand, has got 30 more days to go. One month to be precise. Am I excited to end this thing? Hell yeah. Have I decided whether I want to venture into it again? Half-heartedly, yes. I don't want to join this line again, BUT, I know I will learn a lot and I know I should learn a lot and devote myself into this industry till I am at least, a bit smarter. One senior asked me the other day, how old am I, I said '22 years old'. He said, I should be enjoying life. I thought so too but the way I look at it now, there's two sides of the coins right?

I just know that I don't want to be waking up in the morning feeling miserable, like I am now. The routine now is, I'll sleep at around 12am, and wake up at around 6.55am. Sometimes, I'll take a long shower in the morning (I usually take a quick shower, like really quick and short but I still smell nice ;P ) just to prep me for work. I will try to cheer up but still, feels like I had to drag me feet, my hair, and my heart to go to the car and start the engine. Being miserable is not the way to live your life. Probably because I don't enjoy working in the current team or I don't know. My favourite team mate is on study leave, thus, leaving me with some seniors. Then, it is true about what you learned in Management class. The people around you does play a part.

Ignore this, I am going out with my cousin tonite for a sushi session. I'm fasting, so I am hungry :O On a side note, I am bored right now. Bored. I don't fancy anyone lately. Is there anything wrong with that?