Sometimes, I hate my instincts for being right. It should have been a reminder to tell myself to do the right things, to make the correct decision and to live peacefully but sometimes, you tend to go against your own self just to test the water out. Perhaps you should not have done that. Starting tomorrow, I have only 15 days left in the firm, because as much as I complain, I know I am going to end up with a bittersweet feeling and mixed emotions. Today, I went back at almost 9pm, I think this is the longest I've ever stayed just to finish my job. Usually, I'll just leave but today, the senior that I was helping was really nice, sweet, helpful and very down to earth. It didn't feel like a chore to help her out, it just felt good but come 8.45pm, I became fidgety. I wanted to go home. Haha. That was the longest I can do. I will be happy to leave the work behind, happy to wake up late everyday but I will be sad thinking about how I can't just access the firm whenever I want to, well, not that I have any other purpose to do so, but you know, just having those options are better than, none! Hehe.
Yesterday was Sharifah Sakinah's birthday (Happy birthday babe :D I wish you all the best in life and I hope you'll get married soon :DDD. Haha) but 6 days ago was another friend's birthday which I totally forgot and I feel like a bad friend, because up until now, I still haven't wished her yet. I promise I will do it after I am done with this, but just incase you're reading this Liy ( I can't type your name in full because if people were to Google you, they'd find my blog... So, Liy is fine right...) Happy 22nd birthday pretty :) New Zealand seems so faraway right now but I know you're coming back soon :DD
Birthdays add up another year to our age, and so, a friend is living up to it by getting hitched this coming weekend. I am 22 years old (soon, not yet) and I've got a close friend who is getting married. I can't even find my other half yet, I can't even decide what to eat for dinner on a daily basis, let alone to take care of another human being, and more human being to come?! Ahhhhh, it's not my turn yet so Fafa, congratulations on your wedding :) See you on Saturday!
I play a scene in my head and within seconds, it happened.
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