24th of november.

its been a while and i feel like its hanging. so for the past 18 months, its been hanging with no strings attached? i dont know but i know i'll nvr find out bout it soon. i'm going out today and not following the rest of the troops to Port dickson for a picnic today. i really wanna go but athirah insisted on going to sunway for a skating trip. since i'm in KL for her, so i'll just follow her wants.
i asked her yesterday, what if i wanna study abroad for real, and she goes ' NO. i wont allow you to go. you're the only one, abg min' hmm, how do i respond to that? those were her exact words. when i said i was being serious, she said she is as well. aiman will be going for his National Service on the 27th of dec until 11th of March, which i think is a bit longer compared to mine because mine started on the 1st and ended on the 11th of March. which means that my mom will be left only with athirah and my dad. she'll be lonely and how can i just leave her. i cant . and probably i might be going back regularly just to check on her, next semester. i miss u mama! i am stuck now in the hse , since i hv to wait for someone to send us to the lrt. yes, he proved that for him, family is the utmost important thing but why doesnt that give him a bonus point ?? haha. probably like i said before, i nvr looked at u THAT way, and i know i nvr will.