there are like gazillions of people in this world but why did she choose you?

i had a blast today with nana and aliyah. they are always up for something mischiveous . haha. we transferred the dowries early in them morning. and we had brunch at city plaza. that place is getting worse by the minute. i collected my developed pictures and was satisfied with the results =) haha. later, bear texted me saying that he's in pacific. haha. we, being the girls that we are, rushed to get up and ready and in 15 mins, we're in pacific already. haha. it's kinda awkward when it is just us and bear. haha. i thnk so too.

when i reached home, my mom was cleaning the porch *guilty* and me, being the eldest daughter spent the whole day outside the house. sorry ma. and my dad was just leaving for work, he has to monitor the finals i think. the best part of my day was, i had to tutor aiman ,preparing him for his next and last paper which is principals of accounting. how i wish i could take the paper and not take the far250 exam. how easy life would be??

talking about how easylife would be , did u guys read about the mumbai attack. the whole thing is very scary. the innocents that died with no apparent reason, shows just how short life can be.
and life is something that u can never take for granted. it's more than having fun all the time, it is more than having the perfect clothes, shoes and jeans, definitely more than having the right boyfriend and friends, and definitely more than just studying and discovering it from just a book. life is so much more than that.

and bear, how i wish u will read this but i hope you dont ,and if you have decided to go on with whatever it is that u decide, please do it for the sake of doing it and not for the sake of doing it just to suck the hell out of me, please. thank you. i told you, life is more than just finding the right friend. alright everyone, lets go bed. life is so much easier and fun when you're asleep. hahaha
gdnite.