calling for ABCs

i miss home terribly. i do go out all the time but its not the same like being at home. we went to the gardens last night and had italianies for dinner. the food was ok, not great. i hv had better pastas at some other place in bangsar. the point is, its not that we dont go out. i do go out with my cousins but its not the same because i feel like for the past 10 months i've been spending time with families which is great but i just need my friends right now. i miss my UITM friends as well. the finals have brought us much much closer.

anyways, now that i dont have much to think about other than my social life, i am feeling everything to the finest. like the most tedious thing will affect me, would irritate me and i really dont need that. usually, my books will be there for me and will NEVER let me down. i can hold them for hours and they will be there. i nvr thought i'd say that but i think its true. where are my story books when i need them??! my english is going hay wire and its getting crappier by the minutes. i should start reading the dictionaries but i dont have my partner, calling for YANA. hahaa. books are like my glue. they hold me together. weird sentence.

the 10 kids in this room are playing hide and seek. one of them is hiding in me. hahahaha. seriously, like in me. hahaa. i'll be home in less than 72 hours , i'll be fine. and i'll be seeing a friend of mine tmoro. we'll see how it goes even if i dun feel a thing. i'll just put my happy face mode tmoro.