#C

Jaiho, eh I mean hello. I've been listening to Jaiho a lot lately for certain reasons. Ehem. No need to remind me that I forgot the dance step on the actual day. Haha. So, let's proceed with the next letter, C. Actually, I've done a post on the letter C but it's not that interesting and I figured, since I have the power to change it, might as well change it and be satisfied with it. For today, the letter C stands for choice/choices. 

I make choices on a daily basis, you make choices on a daily basis. Be it to just decide on what to eat or to decide on what to wear for the day. The simple choices usually will make up for the big ones. If I were in Shah Alam with my friends, the toughest daily question to be answered would obviously be where should we eat today? And the question usually pops up three times a day, so imagine how frequent the question get asked. If I were in Alor Star, the question would usually be, "Mama bagi keluar ke ni?" I've got to choose whether do I want to ask her properly or just casually go out and just drop her a line or two on my way out like "Ma, Min nak keluar eh ni? Nana/Puteri/Aliyah/Iye/Sarah/Bear/Kery dah sampai. Bye Ma." Haha. In Ampang, the choice will usually be whether do I want to wake up early for a jog or not. Usually I don't but when the mood comes or in other word, when I feel super fat, I will automatically wake up and put on my running attire and run or most of the time, just walk around Taman TAR. These examples are the minor examples and the major ones usually give me nightmares or stomach ache. 

Lately, there are a few normal question that pops up and sometimes, I just choose to either 

a) Answer the question properly, 

b)Change the subject, 

c)Blame my parents first and say that it's their decision 

d)Just laugh and laugh some more. 

So, the questions are, 

1) What are you going to do after this?

2) Boyfriend orang mana? *gile indirect soalan tapi macam zappppp*

3) Have you applied for jobs?

4) When are you getting married?

Simple questions with no specific answer. I do not know what I am going to do after this because the choices are not clear actually, I do not have a boyfriend ( Damn, rasa macam tak laku pulak O_o), I didn't apply for any jobs yet because my parents want me to continue and no, I have no idea when I am getting married. Semua tu kita serahkan pada jodoh Allah. Ewah. Jawapan politik gila. Kat sini politik la, bila depan mata senyum je la mcm kerang busuk. Hahaha. 

I can choose but I don't have any choices right now. All that I know is, during the dinner, I chose to clear up one thing that has been bugging me for the longest time and that has got to be the best decision I've made for this year. I wanted to spend more time with my friends after the graduation dinner and after my final examinations but I chose to go back because my Mom needs me here more. 

Yesterday, I was watching a talk show and one of the panel said something interesting. In life you should remember two things and forget two things. First, you should remember the good deeds that people have done to you and remember all the bad things that you have done to others. Secondly, you should forget the good deeds that you have done to people and forget the bad things that others have done to us. You can choose to do either one but I guess, if you live by these words your life will be happy and peaceful. I believe so or, I choose to believe so.

Dude, remember when you had to choose between us two? Hahaha, lame joke I know :P

But hey, let's put the past behind and I really mean it.