exciting things do happened.

i'm 19 and i bet i'm allowed to experience a bit of exciting things right. thought so. i am trying to be as happy as i could before i reach melati. seriously, my life is here. here in alorstar. as much as i tried to build up a happy home there, it just aint working. home is alor star. even if i'm in sh alam, i'll find my alor star friends. haha. things happened the way i like it here in alor star. in reasonable manners. yes. during times, unspoken words are that shouldnt be uttered are said outloud. like, certain things. when that thing happens in alorstar, its fine. i'll be gone to sh alam and when i come back, it's fine. right back on track. but when things are left in sh alam, it'll be that way even after i leave. no one will pick up the pieces. what i'm trying to say here is, i will miss this place so much that my heart will ache. tonight, im really happy. you know what, change that. today , the whole day, im really happy. God may have taken a few away from me, but has given me back some of the precious ones. God works in his own special ways.