no plans to change it.

clearly, if anyone has been reading my blog, i am very sensitive and emo-ish. if im not how can i write such things. i'm not trying to act like i'm tough or anything but i prefer letting it out through writing rather than crying. crying for a guy? seriously, lame. when i write, at least i'm letting it go. the emotions will be neutral when i'm done writing. the feelings come and go. i'm easily hurt yes. but that doesnt mean i'm weak. i try not to make it a scene in the real world so i opted for a blog. if you choose to read, continue, if not, leave. tell me something, you get attached to someone, don't you think one day, eventually , u'll love that person. i spent a huge amount of time with a friend , sarah. i know my friends like maisara and puteri would know about the story and laugh. i spent too much time hanging out with her that one day, when she told me she's moving away, i practically cried like the whole night. felt like i was losing a big sister i never had. it's a kind of sisterly love, so probably i think for a girl and a guy to be the best of friends is actually possible. not impossible. haihh. i need to stop being very emo-ish that it scares ppl away man. seriously. but then again, why change. its me. dah la as it is, liyana slalu ckp, i'm emotionless. i can be at times but bile ade rase tu over sket. ahaha. well, i'm a girl. at least , i dont shout at people . and i dont leave hurtful remarks and DONT FEEL GUILTY like some people. and after that, they acted normal like nothing happened. gosh.