its like 2.40am now and i can't really sleep. sleepy though but trying to occupy my mind with things. i was thinking of going to the curve tomorrow but we'll see. depends on what time will i wake up. haha. estimating it to be at around 12pm. heaven. so, tomorrow is the big date. i'm so nervous man. as much as i don't want to, i actually am. meeting guys you've never met. kinda Creepy. *I WANTED TO BE SOBER( sober ; based on my own terms ) , but now, SO MUCH FOR ME BEING SOBER LA KAN* the seventeen people didnt call me up though. if she had rang me earlier maybe i would know if it was confirmed or not. i hope it is. i realised something, i need a new resolution on my fave subj ( if u know me well, u could have guessed the topic because we talk about this constantly ) . the more you think about it , the more you won't get it. the more you keep looking for it, the more they dissapear. the more you chase them , the further they'll run away. so now, my resolution would be, stop thinking about it, stop looking and stop chasing. it's not the easiest thing i would say. hard hard hard. but i'll try. i was offended by a few comments made. haha. offended in a not so serious way . one of the comments is , do i even care about the age?? OMG. of course i do. i think so. i mean i don't want a 16 year old obviously , considering how old i am now. not in desperate mode right now. just trying to keep my life busy. but trust me on this ok, i will close my eyes and see no other *** when i found the right one. that's the plan i intend to keep. i'll drop everything, especially my past if i'm serious with one. still havent found any. hahaha. the search must go on when i say so. but for now. it is on hold. i need to study. nothing much that i should do actually. STUDY STUDY STUDY. FAR especially. ape la yang lecturer tu merepek lagi. sumpahh xdgr dowh. especially when u're hungry. haha. your mind keeps on wondering away. ohhh yessss! i went to HIGH SCHOOL MUSICAL just now and it was really GOOD! our seats were the best. the fake zac efron looked exactly like the real one , with all the weirdness. ahaha. but gabriela was so different that the only resemblance they had was the clothes. but overall , it was GREAT! i felt really BAD not having my little sister with me just now. hmm. i'll bring u next time around, ok ati? if i'm not busy i'll post the picture later. its in the handphone. precious little tool of mine. and the LDK just now sucked so badly. that it was really really bad. my god, i've never hated LDKs before but this time around , even my heart ached thinking about it. i hate arrogant and controlling men! and also boastful!
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