i miss you beruang.

i met u twice this time around. when we're alone its the same. when we're in a crowd , i mean your crowd, its all macho time for you.chup! i have no intention to hide your name because you dont really deserve it! you guys are all the same. fuck la. i am so mad. seriously. act a bit grown up la. i miss the old you. I MISS THE OLD BEAR. if you are reading this which i hope you're not,i miss you nazrinsyah. haha. there you go. i said it clear. i miss my bestfriend.i actually miss talking to you about anything. ANYTHING period. tell me, if you are denying our friendship in front all of your friends, it means that you are actually saying something is going on between us which i dont think so. you know that . we are friends. urghh. i wanna say. I KNOW. I KNOW why you are acting this way. but i cant tell you. i wont. but then again, i tested you. you failed my test and it linked to a happy news for me. hahahaha. so, whatever for now. but i wont see you till at least posa nnt. and by then, you'll be acting super weird because ALL OF YOUR FRIENDS will be here . if all of us jd blk, you know what will happen, gathering . you crowd and my crowd. i know i shouldnt waste my time thinking about all this crap. but i really thought after all this while, i've found a decent guy that i can at least call him a friend. when you;re cranky, this is all tthe crap i have to go through but when i'm cranky?? yeah, im the bad one. thank you very much.

ps; why is everyone acting so weird and stressed out these days?
haih. chiill la. talking about stressed out.
i'm in the fast track program. i should know what stress out really means!
right guys?
we are all okay and normal. haha. seriously, chill la.
life's a bundle of joy. ok now im crapping crap. haha