Abolish Bel pls.

Someone was saying she found my blog and was shocked to read my blog. Because it is not exactly like Jasmin Anis in the real outside world. Haha. Is there such things? I don't know how to respond to that because I am Jasmin Anis from both the worlds, and I do write like this ever since forever. Haha. I don't know how else to say things and I do know that I don't express good feelings as much as I express my down moments. You have more to say when you are angry and sad rather than when you are happy and I guess, when you are happy, you can just snap some pictures and you can clearly see that you are happy but not when you are sad. You can fake a picture but never ever can you fake your words.

"When I found out, I felt like my face was hit by a big brick, my stomach was being punched a couple of times and my heart, my heart was being stabbed endlessly. Literally, that was how it felt like."

Can anyone snap a picture with this kind of caption?

"With that, I looked like the bad guy who wanted to win it all, but when all I wanted was some justification that I actually did exist in your life and somehow, I wanted to know whether there was at least one time, I was the one who gave you some excitement, encouragement, hope, happiness, sparks, cheers and most importantly, I was the one who gave you the feeling of love. That’s why I was feeling so down."

And this one?

If any one of you can, please tell me to how to do it, and until that day arrives, I will stick to the way I know how to write and you guys have to accept that I am jiwang. Haha.

Ps : Those excerpts are the real ones from the real copy of the real folder. So, yeah. Those are real.