it was for real.

The countdown to our nightmares came to an end this morning which by the way the nightmare turned into something worse. I was among the first one to shed the tears, which by the way I can't help it since she came and hugged me first and we didn't say anything but just stood there and hugged each other. As I am typing this, I can personally say that the tears are about to come down again but when I think about how happy they will be there, starting their new adventure and new chapter in life, those tears ran away.

Her absence which is only less than 24 hours for now , became obvious when I wanted to text her about something exciting and I realised that she can't reply like usual. I wish she could because I wanted to tell her about something exciting. Kan Aloyah kan? Best tak msg aku tadi? hahaha. As I am writing now, I know you have just reached Heathrow. Haihh, I will try to fulfill my promise that I will go visit you, one day.

I miss you already ;) Have fun, guys!


ps : aisya and yana are leaving as well. Feels like running to u now, yana.