A one year break is not possible now is it, because now that I am bonded with the government. Mom will not let me off the hook easily. I should have taken the other road when I had the chance to do it. Dad got me a car. There's no way I am bailing out now. Those material things should be the things to boost my eagerness to stay motivated in life, right? Well, at certain point they do but at some point, they are just some objects that help me, physically but not emotionally. Anyways, I do appreciate all the things that I have now. But somehow, they don't fill the empty void inside. They don't. I want to go somewhere. Somewhere as in, out of here.
A friend said, reading my current posts seemed like, I have no life, or no objective in life or in other meaning, putus harapan nak hidup. haha. I should get a job or something. Perhaps I will.
It's not like that. It's just, I know something is missing and yet, my dreams, as in, mimpi tido is feeding me with unwanted stuff and slowly, they are coming true and I do nothing but I wait for those things to come true. Because, they do.
Three out of three, came true. Score! So, the fourth one is the big one. Ready, Jasmin Anis?
ps : Happy 20th Birthday Bulan.
2 comments:
hahahahaha aku tgk tarikh ni 1st thing aku ingt pasai wtc, then ang sbb birthday bulan heheheh
huyo da ade keter.leh a g meronggeng
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