I am not being myself nowadays.
I don't miss home anymore like how I used to.
I am always lazy.
I sleep at around 6am daily.
I eat a lot like a pig.
I hardly touch any book nowadays.
I don't sleep well.
I don't feel anything anymore.
I am not being me.
All I do now is sit in front of the laptop
and watch all the tv series in the world.
I don't miss shopping that much.
I don't really go to the mall that much.
I hardly watch a movie at the cinema.
I don't read books anymore.
I hate replying text messages nowadays
and all I do is pick up the phone and just dial the number.
I think all I want to do now is quit studying for a year,
if that is even possible
and wonder around the world,
looking for excitement,
like going to Italy and learn how to make pizzas,
like go to LA and make coffees for Ashton Kutcher,
like go to Thailand and learn how to make the best Tomyam,
like go to France and learn to make pastries,
and just go to some writing class and learn how to write wonderful things
even when you are numb.
sometimes i think, you took the very best of me
and what is left with me now is all the leftover crumbs
but sometimes i think its unfair to put all the blame on one person.
I am always lazy.
I sleep at around 6am daily.
I eat a lot like a pig.
I hardly touch any book nowadays.
I don't sleep well.
I don't feel anything anymore.
I am not being me.
All I do now is sit in front of the laptop
and watch all the tv series in the world.
I don't miss shopping that much.
I don't really go to the mall that much.
I hardly watch a movie at the cinema.
I don't read books anymore.
I hate replying text messages nowadays
and all I do is pick up the phone and just dial the number.
I think all I want to do now is quit studying for a year,
if that is even possible
and wonder around the world,
looking for excitement,
like going to Italy and learn how to make pizzas,
like go to LA and make coffees for Ashton Kutcher,
like go to Thailand and learn how to make the best Tomyam,
like go to France and learn to make pastries,
and just go to some writing class and learn how to write wonderful things
even when you are numb.
sometimes i think, you took the very best of me
and what is left with me now is all the leftover crumbs
but sometimes i think its unfair to put all the blame on one person.
10 comments:
i'm with you, babe. every single word.
haha thanks babe. good to know that someone is with me.
min, are you ok?
a year break? wowwwweeeeeee.. FUN! miutss, buck up and find something else to believe in or at least, believe the things you believe now harder. i'm always here for you, ya?
i believe that things will turn around soon but i also believe that nothing will change becoz everything is so static and stable now. i cant handle another stable object. i want excitement. i wanna wake up tmoro and find something exciting not just like, oh shit asngment tak siap lagi. its more like, oh shit, i just got an offer to work bla bla bla. i just won a ticket to us, to india. you know, i like to know the unknown. i need that feeling so that i dun feel like a sore loser. hopefully i am not one. but...... cant help it but feeling like one. i stil want all the things that i used to want. i miss all the butterflies that i used to have but now, everything is gone. come on, jasmin anis! get your act together pls!
oh yeah, one more thing.u know you are just another heartless rock when you listen to taylor swift's heartbreaking song and you go ' asal pompuan ni emo sgt?' hahaha. it is THAT bad.
aku tak paham tol la blog blog omputih ni. hahaha. minn, cuti 10 tahun ah. terus kawin buat anak2 je keje. jd manufacturing acc.
tp i rasa, you punya cost of production mesti tinggi kt direct labour hour. HAHAHAAA. biasa ahhh, labour hours required tingggi tuh! uunskilled worker. ahaha
bila la ang nak stop brangan kan?
'go to LA and make coffee for ashton kutcher'
haiiihhhh xabeh2 ashton!!!!! hahahahaha
without brangan, i am not me laaa
min, i wish i can do all the things u wanna do..best gle kottt..x yah pk study lg..
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