the end of it

my intersession is about to finish now.thank god.but i still haven' got my only wish for this month.to see bulan.i wanted to see him because first of all, i havent seen him since i enrolled in UITM,which has been about a year.Plus, he's here and he's on a holiday.so why dont i take the chance to see him right? but then again its up to him wether he wants to see me or not right.he doesnt make the effort then why should i.

anyway, i'm fasting today and i feel like drinking sprite with tomyam.ok! that will be my meal for bukak posa! i have at least 10 more days before finals and i have that LCCI test for my computer lesson.but i still havent registered.so i can go back after ending all my misery and sufferings.haha.

its not that i'm so miserable or what but it irritates me knowing that all my friends are having fun and just lepaking at home with their family.after all the thoughts, i'll be asking myself why did i put myself through all this trouble.having to cram up my semesters, torturing myself with endless subjects every semester, all the late nights studying and complaining.haha.typical jasmin anis. but then , when i know that i'll be graduating earlier this way and the results are faster, i'm happier to bits.this way i can be rich faster! haha.since my mom gave me the green light to study abroad i'll try to study hard so that i can get a scholarship.* i had a dream days ago bout being accepted to London School of Economics.its all Fali's fault.i read her blog.haha*

ok,i gtg now.izzah wants to go back.i can sleep more! yey for me!!