five.

As i sit and wonder, what does the world has to offer me?

i tried to think till im halfway blank but still couldnt the answer

As i sit and wonder , is there anybody out there who's thinking if me?

wether its a good thing or a bad thing i dont mind.

im just curious to know.

somehow i wish to have powers,like super power.

to stop the time and world from moving anytime i want

i wish i could read the future as what the future holds for me.

but somehow , sometimes i sit and reminisce about the stupid things that ive done and said.

they said that our past holds our future.

part of me wishes that i could be a better person if i had a better memory of my past.

and the other half wishes that those memory should stay forever as it built who i am today.

i'm glad how i turned out to be and i wouldnt trade it for anyone else.

and though if i were given any chance to change it, i would.

i would alter a few things and undo my stupid actions in the past.

but like i said,i like how things turned out to be.

however, for me ,this is the most difficult part.

i've cried my heart out.

not everybody is who you think they are.

nice in a minute , jerk in the other but in this point of life, this is where we choose who we want to be.

i just wanna be able have an effect or remark on somebody's life before i leave this world.

there are still some uncertainty that i need to find in life that i wont find now but as long as i live, ill try to search the answer for it.

*wrote this when i was 15 in the exam hall*