few months back

there he goes.
to the arms of the girl he loves.
here i am.
i am nothing but his decent friend.
being in the position that i am, made me wish i was the one he loves.
the one that's he's in love with right now.
the one that he would wanna hug.
she wasn't here when he needed her.
i was there all along.
still, love couldnt find us.
it got lost in the neverland.
love is something you can never measure.
i can say i love him but i can't tell him how much i love him.
my intuition is saying she loves him more.
more than i do.
but how would she knows.
love cannot be measured.
i know he loves her.
even blind people can tell that.
he doesnt talk bout her invasively.
he drops he few subtle hints about her,here and there.
i know i know.
i cant afford to be jealous cause he was never mine.
never will be.
always.
and i dont think i am.
till the world is willing to let me know how i'm feeling.
i'll take some time to let it go.





ps: im over him now=)