home,friends,future!

for the past few months , i rarely went back to alor star like i used to.perhaps cause i feel like i've settled here in s alam.wouldnt call it exactly a home but for now,it is my place. a room with four people, but currently only two, sharing practically all the space given. i still do miss my mom and family a lot but having all the laughs with all my friends is fun as well.

if i was in alor star, all my close girlfriends would have been puteri nur sarah , fuzana , siti shakirah , aliyah , maisara and anushia and nazeera!!!. grrrrr . miss u guys like hell!

and when i'm here , its almost the same as at home with all the girlfriends but a different set of em'. in sh alam , all my close friends will be farah hannah , wan nur alia , aqilah , falihin , liyana , sharifah , farah wahida , aisyah , syazarina , syazana , nurul izzah and haliza. i list them down in their full first names.haha.naseb xde name baapak skali.wahaha.

i think they are the reason why i dont miss home as much as i used to.classes are fun and the time table are quite flexible.as long as i can have my nap in between , im fine.hehe.i used to dream bout going to the same unis with my schoolmates.if PUTERI xamek the scholarship given by petronas then we would have been here together.hahah.how fun?! ooo.roomates and classmates.hahaha.24 hours with puteri?? hmmm.an interesting offer tapi mesti jrang blk alostar? nahhh pass.haha.

all of my friends have been going their own separate ways and its best to respect their decision to do whats best for themselves.lets just hope someday we're all gonna make it in the big world.at least holding on to something we can be proud of.insya Allah.i wanna open up a mcdonald.sume org gelak.ahah.im obsessed with mcds.

well, the kawen part.i wanna get married before im at least 28 years old.but at the rate im going with guys nowadays , lets just hope i do get married someday.ahaha.its hard to find a guy thats decent and the least they can do is STICK TO THEIR WORDS AND PROMISES FOR ONCE. kan snang kawen ngn ashton kucther je.haha.i dun mind being the second wife, next to demi, huh! haha.mental note * i lurrrrrveeee daydreaming* haha.

i reckon that nana will get married first.die gatal lebeyh sket.ahahha.then maybe ct.kawen is a good thing kan? menghindarkan maksiat.hahaha.i wanna go abroad to work then how i wanna get married? hmmm.too much thinking again! stop it jasmin anis.haha.

ps:i should be doing excel rather than doing this! ahaha