three.

i wrote these a few months back.to me,its one of the best ive ever written because it was really really deep and meaningful.i meant every single line of it.

"Crossing the ocean sea just to get to you.
i'd walk a thousand mile if i had to.
wandering around the little cottage we used to build together with our memories hanging down the hall.
just the thought of you,being away from you,makes me feel suffocated.
feels like there's no air for me to breathe.
it may be just some words for you but i guess for me,its everything.
my world revolves around yours and i have no intention to change it.
out of all the things i wish,i i wish for your happiness but trust me,i know you best.
i am wishing badly , upon a falling star, i wanna be yours someday.
no harm in hoping no harm in wishing.
may these little words dont irritate you as much as the butterfly in my stomach does.
a good friend i promised to be but this is the hardest hurdle of all.
seeing you over and over again.falling for you all over again.
its not the right thing to do but at least in my broken heart i know its the best.
for the time being,its comforting.
at least its the only thing that keeps me alive and strong.
holding on to your lies with a courage to move on.
God created and sent you to me, with a strong reason to show me that there's still

kindness in this world.

giving me hust a taste of how an angel would treat me.

an angel treats me good.

heavenly.

i wanna be the girl for you.

let me be the reason you're heart is beating every single day of your entire life.

just the thought of you can make me cry a river.

ill even cry an ocean for you and i really really mean it."