ungrateful.

i dont wanna sound like im the most ungrateful person on earth.
but you can't really avoid how you feel riight
a tinch of jealousy and guiltiness wouldnt hurt a bit but if it is getting worse
at the end of the day, im the one that's in trouble.

usually, i'm sure of how i'm feeling but not today.
how does it feel when you tried to smile but its not working?
tried to say " its ok.its just one of those days you have to go through " but obviously,
ITS NOT WORKING.
i know i'll just grow out of it but in the mean time, hmmm.


zakian sulhi quoted "its just a case of jasminanis being jasminanis"
u really made me laugh zakian.